Of all the things I’ve believed in, I just want to get it over with, tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry, counting the days that pass me by. I’ve been searchin’ deep down in my soul, words that I’m hearin’ are starting to get old, it feels like I’m starting all over again, the last three years were just pretend, and I say- *goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to. I still get lost in your eyes, and it seems that I can’t live a day without you, closing my eyes, and you chase my thoughts away, to a place where I am blinded by the light, but it’s not right. *goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to. Hold on to...And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time, I want what’s yours and I want what’s mine, I want you, and I’m not giving in this time. *goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to-Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to. Oh, oh woah, and when the stars fall I will lie awake, you’re my shooting star. I watched the walls around me crumble I cant live without you I wont be the one to chase you I cant live without you My tears are turning into time I cant live without you honestly tell me End
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: Goodbye To You by Michelle Branch
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Day!
well.. this is my official last day in AJC and i pon it.. haha.. well.. it was spent quite happily duh.. went to AJC to appeal.. well .. thats the last thing i can do.. but before that.. i LOST my phone.. haha. well.. nt rlly shocked le la.. its nt the first time aniwae.. but im nt expectin to have a phone for a period le.. my mum is determined to punished me until i learnt my lesson.. well.. that is.. no phone for me.. haha.. okie.. wadeva.. went to play pool wif the same clique from 3905.. den later went to play lan.. day was spent like that .. well.. thats it.. bye! still have to smoke my way to innova tml.. haha.. wonder where it is.. but i got my father!.. hahaha..Now Listening To
: No Songs
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Innova!
wahahhaha.. didnt noe i chosed this JC .. but wadeva.. i may get into this JC for the rest of my JC life.. hahaha.. hmmm.. sounds cool eh.. Aj .. byebye.. im leaving!.. but thats after appeal i guess.. - sign offNow Listening To
: siao.. so early..
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Monday, March 21, 2005
New Layout!
hahaha.. looks cool eh.. i jux changed it again.. coz the previous one sounded too angry.. tml i will be gettin my postin result.. omg.. its scary.. hahaha.. think i wun be gettin into AJ la.. and blah blah.. wadeva...okie ending here!Now Listening To
: Over by Lindsay Lohan
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
yoyo!
hahahaha!.. todae my mood is HappY!.. hahaha. truefully i feel much betta off today..hahaha.. a big stone put down todae.. hahaha.. dun ask me why.. i wun write it here.. haha.. my secret.. and i wanna write here smth about my dream gal.. hahaha.. i found out shes rather crude.. hahaha.. but nvm!.. that makes her cute!. hahaha.. i hope the day i will say my confession to her will come soon!.. haha.. i muz find the right atmosphere and time to do that.. hahaha.. Everyone!... good Nite todae and have a good sunday tml!.. monday is comin!.. haha..Now Listening To
: Shut Up by Simple Plan
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Friday, March 18, 2005
:)
hmm.. todae was a rather pleasant day.. went basketball today to supposedly plan for the National 'A' Division Converse Basketball Championship 2005 but end up doing work for Mr Athur Lim.. kinda dun like his way of work... aniwae.. got CIP hours for that.. guess its nt wasted.. after that played basketball wif matthew and got my hand injured.. hahaha.. think got cut quite badly by his nails or watch.. im nt sure.. it doesnt hurts either.. guess i lost my senses.. onli noticed it when i saw a big patch of blood on my hand.. didnt play for too long too.. went pool after that wif a clique from 39.. had fun.. and managed to remain as cheerful as i always am, i dun wish anyone to feel sadness in my presence.. well..now im letting u all noe.. haha .. sounds quite hypocritical.. bah.. forget it.. den after pool went to PS wif jonathon.. haha.. rlly got nth to do.. so went LJS to eat.. had a really sucky meal.. everything jus dun taste right.. den i tried callin my daughter out.. and didnt rlly expect her to come, but she did.. hahaha.. frm bugis.. haha.. rlly quite paiseh to call her in the first place.. well she and michelle kept me company after jon left, i went home at 8.. my mom recalled me home.. haha.. went home after that.. my mom told me my neighbour's grandma died jux ytd.. i didnt notice.. now u noe how mean i am.. guessed she died peaceful.. dun rlly feel sad.. i think my mom did.. she talk to her jux the day before she died.. the grandma approached her.. my mom wondered if she knew she was dying and wanted to bid farewell.. will a person realise when he/she will die?.. i rather i will.. so i can bid farewell to all those i love.. i feel like crying now.. haha.. bah.. long time since i did.. so i think i'll nt.. so one day when i eva cry again.. it will mean alot to me.. i'll save it till that day.. i hope i didnt send a wrong msg to u guys.. to ALL i noe.. including ALL i love.. I mean ALL by changing my blog skin to 'Buzz Off'.. coz i rlly nid u guys in my life.. one more thing.. i suddenly have a premonition that i can't be posted back into AJ.. realised i can do nothin about it.. recalled wad wen hao asked this morning ' wad can u appeal thru?'.. im lost when he asked that.. forget it!.. haha.. thinked too much today.. maybe next time i shldn't confine myself to a small but close social circle, but a big and casual social circle.. it wouldnt hurt as much when u part.. ;)Now Listening To
: No Songs
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
something's wrong
jux felt that something is terribly wrong.. i suddenly felt like im living for nothin.. where are u?Over
: Lindsay lohan
But its not like I won't build em up again
So heres your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts 'cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you honestly
Tell me that its over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
But at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you honestly
Tell me that its over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you honestly
Tell me that its over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
honestly tell me
dont tell me thats its over
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
basketball!
haha.. long since i played.. nt rlly la.. haha.. okie aniwae i love it.. haha.. todae i saw alan on my way to sengkang.. but he look rather gong while he said 'hi' to me.. haha.. i think its becoz i wore specs todae.. haha.. look to decent le.. hahahahaha... nvm.. aniwae i got back my contacts le!.. hahaha.. cool eh.. aniwae im going off le! bye!.Now Listening To
: Over by Lindsay Lohan
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
boo!
haha.. nothin to put as title.. todae was a rather dull day.. played war craft 3 alone at home.. manage to complete the campaign.. haha.. with cheats of coz.. aniwae i cut my hair.. hahaha.. quite cool eh.. i dunno la.. hahaha.. i took my contacts to service too.. 6 months since i wore contacts le.. haha.. so fast.. a day to remember.. jux now jeslyn called me to ask if i want a bbq this friday.. haha.. i hope i can make it la.. i had been stayin at home for ytd and todae le.. if i continue life like this, i think i will die.. haha.. thats what will happen when mum dun let u go out.. haha.. okie.. shall end here.. bye!Now Listening To
: Love, me by Collin Raye
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Monday, March 14, 2005
sentosa-jeslynhse-flykite-boo!
haha.. as the title suggest.. i went to sentosa last saturday.. wif tim, nana, siying, and her friends.. well it was suppose to haf alot of ppl but it didn't turn out as i had expected.. haha.. more impt.. no CHIO bu.. haha.. okie.. but heck la.. we still played there.. aniwae the gals there said i look like jason of 5566.. why?.. haha.. i hate him.. haha.. and the name 'jason'.. aniwae the sentosa activities were quite fun la.. haha.. played wif ppl i dun even noe.. and i still dunno their names even after the whole thing.. well at least i rmbed their faces.. haha.. there was this grp of 'ah bengs' i noe.. and one look like jay!. .haha.. so cool eh.. aniwae they are quite good la.. haha.. and friendly.. well, the thing is they all quite 'beast'.. haha.. i guess its alright for a 'ah beng' la... okie u might be askin wad's 'beast'.. haha.. they taught me and tim the term.. lol.. beast means u like to take advantage of a gal.. haha.. and they told us about their 'experiences'.. hahaha.... okie cite examples time.. the 'jay' had sex before.. haha.. and his friend had oral sex b4.. well they define those activities as beastly activities.. haha.. okie.. but the most kuku thing is that they compared me and tim and said i was more beast.. haha.. onli they jay said i looked more innocent.. well.. i am INNOCENT wad.. haha.. and im nt 'beast'!.. haha.. okie.. so much for defending myself eh.. haha.. okie.. btw.. after that.. i went to sgn mrt to meet my new friends frm AJC.. haha.. 3905.. and before that i accompanied tim to wait for his bus.. haha.. but yingtong is so stupid la.. say i sent my boyfriend home.. why can't a guy accompany a guy to wait for a bus?.. haha.. okie la.. i agree its a bit awkward.. haha.. okie.. aniwae me, darren, eleanor, junhan, matthew, yingtong, jonathon and of coz jeslyn stay over at jeslyn's house.. we watch a couple of movies and also a soccer match.. haha.. barc vs bilbao.. haha.. barc win 2-0.. well its expected.. bak to the point.. haha.. we watched half of six sense, final destination and final destination 2( well i didn;t make it to watch this ).. haha.. dat means i fell aslp la.. haha.. okie.. but still quite sad la.. didnt get to watch exorcist..i rlly wonder if its nice or not.. haha.. okie.. aniwae when i woke up.. its ard 11+ le.. haha.. suppose to meet my dwelling ppl.. jas, pam and alethea to fly kite. but instead i went to play pool first.. haha.. played 3 games wif junhan won 2.. haha.. great victory eh.. haha.. den wanna play DOta.. but they drag and drag den reach 3+ le.. haha.. rushed to meet jas they all for kite flying.. its damn lame la.. haha.. i nid to comment on this kite flying event.. haha.. its Rlly STUPID.. haha.. why?.. coz they dun wanna till marina to fly the kite.. so instead went bishan park.. and there's no wind.. hahaha.. so didn't manage to fly the kite either.. den they decided to go home.. haha.. i didnt wanna go home that early.. so i went bak to meet jes they all.. but damn kuku la.. as soon as i reached amk, my hp went out of batt, den i combed amk central to look for them.. when i reach they are going off le... so stupid. .haha.. well.. i can do nothing but curse la.. haha.. but good also.. coz im rlly tired le.. haha.. den i went home to slp to end off that day.. okie.. finally reached todae.. well todae was boring la.. haha.. coz stayin at home can neva be fun.. i juz realise that when u are alone.. u will think of alot of things.. like... love.. haha.. okie.. i wanted to put that aside all along.. coz i know my turn will neva come.. as least i think i made a good job acting like i didnt care.. well u all might ask why?.. answer is becoz of my pride.. i couldn't put myself down for love.. well maybe i will.. mebbie that day will come.. tml?.. next week?.. next month? next yr?.. haha.. well i think too much.. guess its boring u guys.. haha.. aniwae i think i shall end this here... will be bloggin soon!.. jai' neNow Listening To
: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
BORING!
hahaha.. i tried to stay at home todae.. and its was awfully BORING.. haha.. i wanted to do my homework but i end up layin it up on the table and yet nothin had been done.. tml im going to play bball.. coz i can't live a boring life.. haha.. aniwae erm.. i think i missed out someone in my 'thank' list last post.. and that bugger is nt happy!.. hahaha. so here i am.. now announcing the one whom i missed out....... ( drumrolls ).. hahaha... TONG JUN ZHANG!.. hahaha.. he threatens nt to go for bball tml if i neva thank him.. LOL.. aniwae tonight im going to do homework... do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework.... hope i will remember.. hahaha.. okie..Now listening To
: Freak Out by Avril lavigne
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Friday, March 04, 2005
BLOG!
haha.. ran out of titles to put.. aniwae i long time neva blog le.. so im here again!.. haha.. aniwae these days had been fun.. btw.. i got my real L1R5 out le.. quite saddening i got 15.. haha.. nt rlly expected.. now dunno can stay in AJ nt.. im so lost if im nt there.. haha.. aniwae thats all for the sad things.. haha.. the days after that was quite fun!.. haha.. aniwae have to thanks ppl who consoled me first.. haha.. erm.. let me think.. quite alot.. haha.. okie start frm my juniors there are Shuyin, linda, chia yen.. haha.. okie den to my class mates.. huining, adelene, celia ( although she got same score as me), jaime sorri if i missed out anione.. haha.. btw now AJ ppl.. haha.. erm.. theres weylon, my best friend honey star, weiling, alethea, jasmine ( thou shes sad), haha.. can't rlly recall animore.. haha.. aniwae have to thanks them!.. haha... okie after monday, the sad day.. the next day i think i went out wif my precious dwellin mates.. haha.. think we went sentosa.. or issit?.. haha.. dun rlly rmb.. hahah.. okie skip till todae.. hahaha.. todae i went to NY to crash.. haha.. so wu liao lor.. nthin to do there de.. haha.. okie shall nt talk about it.. haha..den i went to meet my dwelling ppl again.. haha.. this time they are at Bugis.. haha.. dunno what we do there also.. but i got lost even before reachin there.. hahaha.. and OH YA.. haha.. i got approached by this bugger.. okie la.. nt bugger.. haha.. erm.. the channel U the chuan yi feng.. think they doing their game show.. haha.. den ask me some questions.. haha.. rather irrelevent de.. haha.. aniwae after that she say ' zhang da le yi ding hen shuai ' ..hahaha... cool right... dat means im beri shuai...LOL.. aniwae dun haolian le.. haha.. aniwae the day was spend wif alethea, jasmine and priscilyn.. hahaha.. we went alot of places.. hahaha.. thats all for this blog.. haha.. bye!Now Listening To
: On the way down by Ryan Cabrera
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