Friday, March 18, 2005
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hmm.. todae was a rather pleasant day.. went basketball today to supposedly plan for the National 'A' Division Converse Basketball Championship 2005 but end up doing work for Mr Athur Lim.. kinda dun like his way of work... aniwae.. got CIP hours for that.. guess its nt wasted.. after that played basketball wif matthew and got my hand injured.. hahaha.. think got cut quite badly by his nails or watch.. im nt sure.. it doesnt hurts either.. guess i lost my senses.. onli noticed it when i saw a big patch of blood on my hand.. didnt play for too long too.. went pool after that wif a clique from 39.. had fun.. and managed to remain as cheerful as i always am, i dun wish anyone to feel sadness in my presence.. well..now im letting u all noe.. haha .. sounds quite hypocritical.. bah.. forget it.. den after pool went to PS wif jonathon.. haha.. rlly got nth to do.. so went LJS to eat.. had a really sucky meal.. everything jus dun taste right.. den i tried callin my daughter out.. and didnt rlly expect her to come, but she did.. hahaha.. frm bugis.. haha.. rlly quite paiseh to call her in the first place.. well she and michelle kept me company after jon left, i went home at 8.. my mom recalled me home.. haha.. went home after that.. my mom told me my neighbour's grandma died jux ytd.. i didnt notice.. now u noe how mean i am.. guessed she died peaceful.. dun rlly feel sad.. i think my mom did.. she talk to her jux the day before she died.. the grandma approached her.. my mom wondered if she knew she was dying and wanted to bid farewell.. will a person realise when he/she will die?.. i rather i will.. so i can bid farewell to all those i love.. i feel like crying now.. haha.. bah.. long time since i did.. so i think i'll nt.. so one day when i eva cry again.. it will mean alot to me.. i'll save it till that day.. i hope i didnt send a wrong msg to u guys.. to ALL i noe.. including ALL i love.. I mean ALL by changing my blog skin to 'Buzz Off'.. coz i rlly nid u guys in my life.. one more thing.. i suddenly have a premonition that i can't be posted back into AJ.. realised i can do nothin about it.. recalled wad wen hao asked this morning ' wad can u appeal thru?'.. im lost when he asked that.. forget it!.. haha.. thinked too much today.. maybe next time i shldn't confine myself to a small but close social circle, but a big and casual social circle.. it wouldnt hurt as much when u part.. ;)
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