Saturday, April 30, 2005

updating!

okie im updating on my post!.. had my 2nd xctry ytd.. haha.. dun rlly wanna talk about it.. but still must face it.. im somehow forced into compeitive running where 80 buggers race to get postitions.. haha.. guess how i fared?.. okie ur right.. 6th frm the back.. haha.. at least im nt last.. eased my worries somehow, coz i kept thinking i will get last when all the competititors looked like a trained runner.. haha.. hmm.. ytd went to eat dinner wif some of my classmates, frm 05s13 in j8.. haha.. i like to go there.. will see familiar faces everywhere.. den was suppose to go play pool after that.. but cancelled it.. coz its late and most of us are tired.. haha.. den todae, got chem practical in the morning, den chem tutorial lessons for a while, den went to have my brunch, wif some peeps frm 05s13, and david.. haha.. we split up to eat duh, coz they wanted yoshinoya, but i want something filling and nice to eat, so went to food junction wif weihong and roy.. was suppose to play pool todae again, but guess wad.. its cancelled, coz they insisted on going bukit timah.. i just HATE that place.. dunno why they insist on going there everytime.. its so inacessible, and journey frm there to my house will take hours.. i juz hate that.. and hate luxin saying '66 goes serangoon!'.. fuck it.. it doesnt goes my house.. sorri i lost control.. haha.. okie so wadeva.. im back home now.. bloggin here.. maybe i shldnt even go out at all.. i promised myself to do homework everyday.. but i kept breaking it.. im so sorry to myself..im sure i will set some target and finish those b4 i sleep todae.. maybe that will help.. hmm.. aniwae theres jus so many things i wanna sae.. i miss her, damn it shes nt there anymore, how i yearn for the past where i can have the chance to catch a glimpse of her when she goes past my classroom.. or try to scourge for her during breaks or after school.. wonder how long i can keep myself in reality w/o her.. im always going into screensaver mode in class thinking of her.. why has fate arranged all this shit in my life.. fuck i even tell myself im nt in love and will neva be sometimes.. grr.. i nid a cure.. some medicine.. wonder who else in the world is kind enuff to provide me wif that.. and jus how long will i have to bear sadness hiding behind my laughter. but peeps reading this dun worry too much la.. i will always go into a toilet, face the mirror, tell jiesheng im happy, and i will be!.. thats my character.. i think.. jai' ne

Now listening To


: Yeah by usher

Posted by bore-d at 4:33 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

blah!

life is still going on for me! had 3 test todae.. physics econs and chem(SPA).. physics is assignment rather.. and i think i did really badly for econs test.. i mixed up the meaning of 'explain' wif 'discuss'.. and handled the whole question in a wrong way.. and mrs koh (shes my econs teacher btw)will be selecting students for the econs project thingy and i think im nt going to qualify.. i realli wish i can join the project!.. lets hope for a miracle.. haha.. have been slacking and slackin even more these days.. gosh.. wad happened to my muggin dream.. its fading away.. i must continue to mug on.. im betting on A lvls.. now i have piled up alot of homewrk and im determined to finish it this weekend.. and i have to come up wif a PW idea ASAP.. first draft due on wed..
i skipped drama this week.. haha.. feel so bad..for those who dont noe.. i joined drama in IJC.. haha.. cool eh.. recently i always intentionally join my class guys as i noticed ppl is starting to bad mouth me already.. saying im flirt and all that.. so think i betta stay clear of gals for a while.. think that will do me good... haha.. but my class guys dun mug.. hard to make them mug too.. so think worst come to worst.. i will study on my own.. be a loner.. i dun mind aniwae.. recently i realised a gd friend of a gal i used to noe is in my sch.. and shes nt happy wif the way i am.. so by chance.. if that gal ever come to my blog i hope u WILL read this " dont ever assume anything frm that one sided view u have, if u choose to be bias, so be it, im guilty - free and i have my own reasons for doing wad i had did. "..

Now listeing to


: dont say you love me by M2m

Posted by bore-d at 8:00 PM

Friday, April 08, 2005

my life!

okie.. have to update abit yea.. since now im free.. supposedly la.. supposed to be finishing up my endless tuturials.. they onli make me blurer la.. coz no tuturials yet to clarify the things i dun noe..and finding the teacher thru extension is a chore for me.. haha.. think mon will get betta wif the start of the new timetable.. at least there are tutorial sessions already.. okie.. hmm.. where shall i start.. frm the day after orientation?.. haha.. dunno la.. mostly forgot wad had happen le.. maybe shall start frm ytd?.. haha.. i still can rmb quite vividly la.. haha.. okie.. went to play pool dat day after sch wif ryan, brandon and 2 other bugger ( i dunno who ) , one which alisa said he was a sissy boy or sumthing?.. haha.. okie.. thats my first every clique outing wif my class members.. hahaha.. cool eh.. but both nt my class now le.. sad case.. tot they can be my buddy.. haha.. but think they still will la.. onli different class wad..haha.. doesnt matter.. i think.. okie.. den.. have fun playin pool.. den went home after that.. seriously i think i got short term memory.. haha.. i cant rmb most of e things that day.. okie.. i think to describe todae will be easier.. haha... todae i have lotsa lectures.. haha.. the worst of all is the 3 continuious( think i spelt wrongly ) lecture in the afternoon.. it was so damn boring and i couldnt absorb much frm it.. juz hope i can manage wif the tuturial ba.. haha.. anyway.. i think many many many ppl have misunderstood my relation wif claire.. so im gonna post it here, that she isnt my GF or neither would it be in the future.. reason i wouldnt say so here.. juz dun think too much.. todae after sch i went to watch movie in J8 wif my daughter.. haha.. but i have to sae it was fun going there.. becoz i met jasmine and pricislyn there!.. hahaha... VULCANUS ROX.. haha.. okie.. im going siao le.. but i dunno why i will suddenly wonder alone to the secret recipie there.. hahaha.. and MEET Them.. maybe fate la.. hahaha.. but sad... everytime i see Aj peeps will feel quite sad.. haha.. aniwae i am so happy that they still emb me.. my ex squash senior.. i dunno wad name la.. forget le.. she rmbed me!.. yea.. she also at J8.. hhahaha.. so touched.. haha.. and she shout HI JIESHENG.. hahaha.. okie wadeva.. juz touched they still rmb me la.. hahaha.. okie den watched samara todae.. kinda suxy la.. watch onli if u got extra money.. hahaha. nt a movie to worth sacrificing a lunch for.. hahaha.. okie.. hmm.. think i shall post till here.. at least u guys still noe i im alive.. hahaha..

Now Listening To


:Everytime by Michelle branch

Posted by bore-d at 10:34 PM