Saturday, April 30, 2005
updating!
okie im updating on my post!.. had my 2nd xctry ytd.. haha.. dun rlly wanna talk about it.. but still must face it.. im somehow forced into compeitive running where 80 buggers race to get postitions.. haha.. guess how i fared?.. okie ur right.. 6th frm the back.. haha.. at least im nt last.. eased my worries somehow, coz i kept thinking i will get last when all the competititors looked like a trained runner.. haha.. hmm.. ytd went to eat dinner wif some of my classmates, frm 05s13 in j8.. haha.. i like to go there.. will see familiar faces everywhere.. den was suppose to go play pool after that.. but cancelled it.. coz its late and most of us are tired.. haha.. den todae, got chem practical in the morning, den chem tutorial lessons for a while, den went to have my brunch, wif some peeps frm 05s13, and david.. haha.. we split up to eat duh, coz they wanted yoshinoya, but i want something filling and nice to eat, so went to food junction wif weihong and roy.. was suppose to play pool todae again, but guess wad.. its cancelled, coz they insisted on going bukit timah.. i just HATE that place.. dunno why they insist on going there everytime.. its so inacessible, and journey frm there to my house will take hours.. i juz hate that.. and hate luxin saying '66 goes serangoon!'.. fuck it.. it doesnt goes my house.. sorri i lost control.. haha.. okie so wadeva.. im back home now.. bloggin here.. maybe i shldnt even go out at all.. i promised myself to do homework everyday.. but i kept breaking it.. im so sorry to myself..im sure i will set some target and finish those b4 i sleep todae.. maybe that will help.. hmm.. aniwae theres jus so many things i wanna sae.. i miss her, damn it shes nt there anymore, how i yearn for the past where i can have the chance to catch a glimpse of her when she goes past my classroom.. or try to scourge for her during breaks or after school.. wonder how long i can keep myself in reality w/o her.. im always going into screensaver mode in class thinking of her.. why has fate arranged all this shit in my life.. fuck i even tell myself im nt in love and will neva be sometimes.. grr.. i nid a cure.. some medicine.. wonder who else in the world is kind enuff to provide me wif that.. and jus how long will i have to bear sadness hiding behind my laughter. but peeps reading this dun worry too much la.. i will always go into a toilet, face the mirror, tell jiesheng im happy, and i will be!.. thats my character.. i think.. jai' ne
Now listening To
: Yeah by usher
Posted by bore-d at 4:33 PM