Friday, August 26, 2005
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hmm.. i failed a test.. sadly to say its econs and supposedly easy, the worst thing is that i am even below class average for that test.. really dissapointed wif myself, but i hope i wun repeat that same mistake again. hmm.. it came to me that suddenly i feel im so aimlessly living my llife.. no aim to work towards to; things i've been doing recently has nothing to do with my future goal of becomin a movie director, skipping drama, whenever i can.. and playing table tennis hoping to win even knowing the fact that i would not get anything by doing that.. and i think i have been over obsessed wif provide the class guys with effective jokes( unlike john's one) that i have totally ruin my reputation in the hearts of the gals in our class.. haha.. that i think maybe..or its rather a known fact. todae i dissaproved gender equality in GP lessons, and was being titled a MCP by gals.. hmm.. maybe i am.. but its really wad is in my mind, didnt want to hide my tots just because my reputation is at stake. todae i used vulgarities on a gal right in her face, first time in my life, i feel so sick wif myself, i totally lost control over my sanity, felt really sorry for doing that, i wanted to say sorry initially, but just didnt feel like it when i see her face to face again. hmm.. maybe u guys may be interested in wad happened, the gal was claire, classmate from my class. i was scolding yisan 'chee bye' for askin for class funds too often and in large amounts and claire stepped in to suddenly scold me for no reason, nt as if im using vulgarities on her at that moment, yet she gave me an attitude look and as if i did something wrong to her, so i said, and rather loud ' cheebye i scold cheebye also nt your cheebye problem ' , in chinese that is, haha.. wasnt in that mood to think much den, she went quiet after that, seemed like shes mad wif me, but it just boils my blood so see gals, and guys, wif serious attitude problems, thinkin im good mannered and thus good bullying target, if ur mood is not good, go somewhere and fuck yourself, not vent it on me. okie im suppose to say sorry aniwae, being a man, so sorry claire, if u eva see this entry, i still respect u as my classmate and pw group member, and maybe it can only be that much for now. hmm.. think i have changed alot, i would neva even raised my voice at any single gal b4, i hope shes e first and e last.. if not i would become some idiotic jerk that i couldnt even stand myself, thats all i have to blog todae, or rather for the week.. sorry to readers for the offensive content that u might be reading now.
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: Cleaning out my closet by eminem
Posted by bore-d at 9:19 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
boo!
end of one hectic week!.. yet i survived!.. haha.. proud of myself eh.. still got lots of work to complete.. flooded wif new sets of maths and chem assignments to do for the weekend.. still have gp and econs to complete.. but im going to finish them all!.. haha.. hmm.. firstly have to say sorry here to claire!.. for her to skip her japanese dunno wad thing for the pw thingy, becoz she requested for me to go instead yet i turned her down.. i dun wanna travel all the way to woodlands.. haha.. say im selfish maybe.. well.. now trying to do my maths vector tut, but keep getting distracted by this big stupid machine im facing now.. haha.. well.. this is wad happens when i do work at home.. tml there pw meeting and xf isnt going.. i think our pw is getting getting from bad to worst.. haha.. hope we can save it soon.. 20% of A lvl, dun think its worth it to sacrifice it.. dun think i can finish all the homework i have den.. since there's pw tml. i have to travel all e way to woodlands too.. dun really like the long trip.. okie complained enuf le.. think im off to do wad i can ba.. bye!
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:Welcome to my life by Simple plan
Posted by bore-d at 6:43 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
omg
omg.. john is becoming crazy.. haha.. wonder if its the seventh lunar month that caused him to be possessed.. really nt comfortable about his current behaviour.. where's the old john?!. haha.. or maybe he was like that? even in sec sch?.. haha.. maybE?.. well.. haha.. couldnt care less.. john if u see this.. im nt critising u or anything.. so no personal grudge okie?.. haha.. rmb this is my blog.. and i have the right to write anything and everything i want to!.. haha.. people who are nt comfortable can just fuk off.. hee.. lala~.. dunno why i started using vulgarities again.. haha.. sounds crude.. but i like it.. hahaha.. dunno why.. its addictive noe.. had a full sch day todae despite all other schs in singapore are having half.. haha.. i dun realli mind a full sch day duh~.. haha.. can see all my cute, adorable, handsome, pretty friends.. hee.. awww... aint im great?.. haha.. hee.. mr khoo is so rude duh!.. haha.. just looked into my green personal file without pemission!.. haha.. lucky inside no secrets sia.. haha.. if not sure kena blackmail by him le.. haha.. hes so funni!.. rmb at the camp he tried to change our buddy class to A23 becoz jade is in that class.. haha.. just too bad for him.. he didnt succeed.. aww.. haha.. maybe he just tried a lil too hard to 'help' me le.. hahaha.. wierdest teacher i came across duh.. haha... todae saw 2 other weird teachers.. haha.. playin table tennis in their working attire.. as in shirt and pants.. haha.. just didnt suit the atmosphere.. haha.. but they were pro duh. .haha.. one is Mr clayton ang? hope i spelt correctly.. haha.. the other one i got no idea.. haha.. todae i played table tennis too!.. haha.. won roy at the most recent match again!.. haha.. he has to call me shifu!.. haha.. coz he wanted to bet he will win me but lost!.. haha.. my mom is so kuku.. haha.. keep calling yongkang to find me.. as if im wif him everytime la.. haha.. sorry yongkang!.. haha.. for my mom's disturbance.. haha.. okie see wad else i want to blog about.. hmm.. yea.. my homework.. haven been able to finish my homework lately.. hmm.. think im slacking abit le.. this is bad.. grr.. haha.. im going to last my mugging mode till after a's.. haha.. and ya.. gita is leaving soon.. hmm.. think our whole class is going to miss her.. we wun be as noisy as before le.. haha.. and class population is going to decrease to 18!.. omg.. haha.. fewer people le.. means greater competition.. haha.. according to mrs koh.. okie im being lame there.. okie la.. dun want to blog le.. everytime i blog like damn long de.. hahaha.. so pro right.. okie i noe im pro.. cyazz!.
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:Helena by MCR
Posted by bore-d at 11:11 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
camp.!
lol.. sorry to all my readers.. becoz i haven blog for such a long long time.. hope u guys will still come back often to read.. had been studying every weekend wif ziyan.. almost lah.. but nt this weekend.. becoz im really tired.. and ya.. so i neva post ani new one.. no time too.. hee.. even though there's no new post.. u can always tag!.. hee.. okie.. i just came back from my camp.. it was 3 day 2 night camp at labrador park.. that campsite was so old and lousy.. haha.. but anyway, i had fun!.. haha.. i lost my voice even before i got to e campsite, tot the camp wouldnt be fun animore coz i cant talk properly, let alone shout the cheers.. hahaha.. but i was proved wrong duh.. haha.. must thk alisa and gang for providing me with a whistle and told me to substitute it wif my voice for campfire night.. hahaha.. it was cool duh.. haha.. at least i made some noise for aquila.. aquila didnt win.. but we are at least 3rd now of all the houses.. hee.. slowly winning all of them!.. haha.. by the end of the camp i realise i had lots and lots of bruises and cuts.. wonder where i get them from.. hahah.. but at least i know the rope burn from my hand came from belaying my fellow classmates.. haha.. i just love belaying!.. its so fun.. think i belayed for the whole of the first day of the camp.. haha.. edwin and yongkang took over at the second day duh.. haha.. hmm.. lets see how much more i can remember at the camp.. oh ya.. wait.. haha.. i have to write 2 HJ ppl's name here first.. hahaha.. they are......(drumrolls).. hahaha... LUXIN and WEIHONG!.. haha.. they dun even dare to go the camp!.. hahaha.. too bad for them.. they missed out lots of fun!.. hahaha.. and the john's complete makeover in character.. hahaha.. hmm.. john had been really funni at the camp.. didnt expect him to be so... er... dunno wad vocab to use for that.. hahaha.. but hes really funni.. made our whole class laugh non stop for the whole of 3 days.. hahah.. after the camp me, allen and yongkang went to continue our lan playin spree.. hahaha.. think we reached the cine lanshop at around 12pm and we played all e way till 10+pm.. hahaha.. at least me and yongkang did that.. allen still continued wif his other friends there.. hahaha.. wonder how he can take that.. lol.. and oh ya.. wei hong and luxin did join us for awhile.. i dunno when till when.. haha.. but our team lost to theirs.. for all the matches we played.. haha.. think becoz we lack lots of teamwork.. hahaha.. or maybe juz plain fatique.. haha.. after the camp we all feel like slping.. hahahaha.. so luxin dun smug too much ah.. hahaha.. hmm.. my voice haven recover yet.. but those assholes keep saying my voice is breaking.. hahaha.. idiot la.. my voice broke long ago le.. lol.. i shld nt name them out la.. haha.. must give them abit of face.. hahaha.. now my body is aching all over.. grr.. wonder if i will still have to mood to study not.. hahaha.. sometimes its hard to change the mood after all e fun.. hahaha.. okie.. going to work le!.. cyaz!.. work as in doing homework!.. hee.. im still a full time mugger!.. lalalala~.. haha..
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: Mr Brightside by The Killers
Posted by bore-d at 2:53 PM