Being courageous is the ability to hang on despite fear

2007-06-25T22:52:00.001+08:00

relinks were made. haha. new post is going to come out soon! ihope!

lol

2007-06-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

This post is just to Push the video down. LOL.; its too big and blocking everything!

hope its enough

new video

2007-06-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

Avril's new video!. i honestly think this is easily one of her best!. haha. very touching and heart warming. this is especially true for the old man's share of this video!. Here u go guys! enjoy~

relinks

2007-06-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

relinks had been made! haha.

oFf day again!

2006-12-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

finally! off day again! haha. actually i haven been working for very long. haha. just on christmas. got a damn slack day also over at pedder red. haha. think i earn the money for free. hahaha. hmm. aniwae had coffee club dinner yesterday! haha. sort of some christmas gathering for pedder red staff. haha. okay la. not that fun. but not that boring either. hmm. lawrence convinced me that the world is black. hmm. geez. wonder how dark it really can get. haha. sounds scary. and yesterday was weird. i suddenly had this huge gush of dispair that surged into me. just felt really sad and didnt know why. haha. after i served a chinese national. or rather many chinese nationals. hmm. felt really bad. haha. okay other den that there's really nothing much to comment about yesterday.

hmm. aniwae christmas eve for me wasnt really that fun either. haha. went to IMM with my mom and dad on christmas eve, where we had lunch there too. haha. okay thats really like i how i celebrated christmas with my parents. haha. went to my grandpa's house before that. haha. den it was a long.. long.. long.. trip to jurong from kallang. i was so damn bored that i took ALOT of photos. haha. share with u guys ba!

Took a photo of the iPod Shuffle my darling gave to me as bdae prezzie

den my parents...

den my ring..

den my legs..

and when i got really bored.. i tried to scare myself with the monster!!. argh!!!. haha. just the stupid air con. hahaha.

from day till night...

and we FINALLY ReACH!!!. woo hoo!. hahaha.

we went to eat first coz we are really hungry and after that we went shopping and guess wad i saw? hahaha. my shop!

wahaha. cool ba!. hmm. anwiae didnt know my name so popular. hahaha. okay. did that coz i was really bored that day. hahah. nothing much to do. at night wasnt any better too. haha. went over for christmas dinner at darling's house. den just eat and eat and eat. well but i must admit that the turkey and ham was nice~. haha. very filling too. haha. den watched mind ur language. haha. a very corny show showing how hilarious english can sound when spoken by different nationals. haha. well but its interesting in a sense la. besides laughing at their stupidity. haha. okay. thats all for todae. peace out..

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: It Ends tonight by The All American Rejects

Re-bloggin again!

2006-12-24T11:12:00.000+08:00

haha, realised people are still reading my blog. so i'll update. hmm.

Just upgraded to the blogger beta thingy or wad. haha. dont know the benefits. just doing it because i have alot of time until tonight.

Going to my darling's house to celebrate christmas i think. they having christmas dinner. hmm. feel extra though. haha. sian.

okay aniwae got some photos to blog also. claire took them using my phone when i went for a birthday dinner with my colleages over at pedder red. haha. yes im working. Lawrence treated us all! haha. although he is the birthday boy, or man rather. hahaha. okok, dont think u guys know this lawrence guy aniwae, this is his photo

haha, yes he is drinking. hmm. all the people working there actually quite old. haha. we had that dinner at macpherson. near some dirty bar. haha. i dont know whether it is, but lawrence said it is. haha. hmm

we had alot of food. haha.

Aniwae over at my work place is fun. haha. lots of funny people~ can play yet pay is 8/hr. cool right. here's one photo i have

haha, but dont mistaken. haha. she look funny but actually she is quite pretty! haha. and there is alot of people working in taka. haha. all from innova. there's aaron in HUGO BOSS, Yong kang at On pedder, me, claire and juliana at Pedder red, weihong at the christmas tree, and joycelyn at the taka shops. haha. cool sia. haha. aniwae have one photo of weihong slacking while so called working!. haha. supposed to send it to his boss. haha.
haha. aniwae why not u guys go try out swenson's earthquake. haha. it almost filling for 2. haha. hmm. here's how it looks
haha, very very filling. dont be fooled by its looks. its actually quite alot. haha. like 8 different flavours. haha. me and my darling neva ate ice cream for very long after we had this. haha. kinda feeling sick. haha. aniwae thats all ba. haha. blog v. long le. update the next time im free!. see ya!

rainy rainy day~

2006-11-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

:( rainy days are neva my day. haiz. haha. yes guess wad. i stayed one whole day at home again. well. at least there is one source of comfort

Haha, arent he cute.. aww. hahaha. i just love this baby of mine. haaha.

well. at least the rain didnt go on the whole day. i managed to train todae!. haha. did 6 rounds 60 sit ups and 50 push ups. haha. an increment of 10 sit ups from last training. hahaha. well im doing so much this better work. haha. tim gave me this website to build up muscles. www.animalpak.com. haha. dont know if it works. people go try ba. hahaha. my diet recently is all meat meat and more meat and beans maybe. haha. i dont know if it works. all sources of protein haha. im desperate to built muscles. haha. kinda sick of this life le. haha. even my drinks...
haha. it says source of protein. if u people cant see.

Lol~ hope my muscles faster come! hahaha. den i dont have to train so hard. hahaha. protein diet makes me want to puke le. hahaha. okay nvm. i'll persevere!. haha. peace out.

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bad day~

2006-11-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

tim got into some police trouble. haha. sian. he cant make it to go to gym with me. hai. this is damn boring. dat means i have nothin to do at all todae. :( haha. looks like bad luck is falling on me

bbq!

2006-11-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

todae was at joash's house! rawks man. haha. had bbq. and i think i ate quite alot. haha. very very full. hmm. had fun though. didnt play much games. just hang around and talked. haha. and eat. and eat. and eat. hahaha. well thats about it. haha. todae celebrated november babies bdae too! haha. happy bdae guys! and gals. hahaha. no photos to post though. haha. coz i didnt take any. haha. aniwae didnt really play much todae la. more like a gathering session. played only 'hotels' ( well of coz i owned the game ) haha. well i must say i had been really really lucky. haha. maybe something bad is going to happen thats why. 'choy'. haha. hope it doesnt happen though. haha. cycled too~ to a small park that is very deserted. haha.

Alright tml im going out wif tim to the gym!. haha. and thats smth interesting. i didnt know he was attached!. haha. but nvm, already date him out. haha. now no choice.. abit paiseh but nvm. haha. took his time wif his gf. but he meeting up wif his gal aniwae. after the gym session. haha. so not too bad la. haha.

my girl is out tml too. 24th. haha. finally. but she isnt spending her time wif me :( kinda sad. haha. but nvm la. guess i'll have to see who is free tml to go out wif me. haha. hope yq gang is free though. really feel like playing basketball. haha.

Alright this is dissapointing. haha. just talked to gary. he said tml his friends going his house in the afternoon~. dat means no bball. haha. alright. looks like im just going to stone at home. hais. haha. will update tml again.

Maybe this is a signal for me to start working. hahaha. coz i really had been lazing around. My friends all get a job le. except for me. haha. maybe if i have a job i'll have something (contructive) to do. haha. but going to persist to build up my body!. haha. alright. maybe thats all for todae. hahaa. bye~

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2006-11-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

Corinne Bailey Rae- Like A Star

Cool! very nice song! share it with u guys

Just Like A Star - Corinne Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

great day!

2006-11-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

okay todae's abit different from yesterday. hahaha. i visited my uncle again at the hospital. he looks better now though. can talk and slp and eat. hahaha. the 'slp' thing is wad he told me. before any of u guys think i had nothing better to do than to stay overnight and watch him. hahaha. alright im being lame. my dad fetch me home from hospital todae though. haha. so saved alot of time. but aniwaes, i went for training again!. haha. todae i did 6 rounds. 50 push ups and 50 sit ups. hmm. think still very lil though. but had no time to do more. it was raining already. hmm. felt very very lethargic today though. haha. like no strength like that. haha. think i overworked. haha. but nvm. hahaha. i want the body!. haha. also felt like i have more muscles le. haha. they're coming back!. haha. stupid exams made me flabby. Beside playing with the baby ( yes again ) haha. todae i went steamboat with yq, ant, gary, cheelin, wt and her gf. haha. quite fun~. as usual i didnt know how to cook. haha. wanted to take some fotos. but forgot. haha. so only did one with my phone on the train. haha. will put it if u all want to see.

lol thats cheelin yanqin and anthony. haha. from left to right. and i took the foto so im not inside.

aniwaes, we played lan after steamboat. haha. played CS and i thrashed everybody! (as usual) wahaha. they are gonna protest when they see this. hahaha. aniwae had fun la~. tml, i mean todae is joash bbq! looking forward to it! haha. hope it will be just as fun. haha. i'll try to get more photos to publish! hee.

at home !

2006-11-21T17:09:00.000+08:00

lOL~ todae im at home, blogged that previous post this morning and now i am here again!. haha. aniwae strictly speaking i dont think really spent my whole day at home. i just went to TTSH to visit my uncle, he has some lung probs i think. hmm, he seem very tired though. felt sorry for him. haha. aniwae theres something i think i did which is very dumb. haha. i tot todae was wednesday!. haha. and was like thinkin there's steamboat or something like that, and msged joash saying wad about the bbq tml. hahaha. im actually living one day ahead of other!. hahaha. dumb right. so i end up having nothin to do today. hahaha. becoz i planned wrongly. alright. nvm. todae wasnt a waste. hahaha. i managed to work out todae!. hahaha. ran five rounds around the field though. damn tired. i think its mainly because of the sit ups and push ups i did. and some pull ups. haha. think im weak le. didnt train for really really long. hmm. but yay!. haha. tim agreed to go gym with me this fri, and whenever he is free! haha, which means i dont have to buff up alone. hahaha. but aniwae i think he is quite buff le. haha. he is only going to be stronger~. i'll aim for a perfect body!. haha. im going on a protein diet (yes again) hahaha. aniwae took some photos with my baby when im at home!. haha. really nothing much to do. coz work out only took half an hour.
alright i heard that. child abuse right.wahaha

so cute!. haha. i love yikai! he asked me to do that pose. (really!)

alright. hmm. tml still have to go visit my uncle. coz he doesnt really fancy the hospital food ( if u call that food ) hahaha. haiz. hope he'll be alright though. haha. hmm. aniwae im going off. bye!

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Post exams!

2006-11-21T12:14:00.000+08:00

Its been a long long time since i blog. lOL~, think my blog's rusty le. it feels lifeless also. haha. Now that i've changed the blog skin, Its more accessible and lively! haha hmm, A levels is finally over le! yay! haha, but still abit worried about my results la. haha. not like i can do anything about it also. haha, looks like i'll just have to pray ba. hahaha. feels funny though.. haha. came with alot of things to blog but now i dont seem to be able to write anything. haha. okay just start with what i have been doing these days ba, hahaha. Ever since exams are over, i went for overnight lan with lulu and kangye and chris, hahaha, played like crazy. abit sick of lan since then also. haha. but its worth it. hahaha. we had lots of fun! haha. chris's hosue is damn nice, we stay there overnight. hmm, i went to play tennis too! with kangye roy kasim and edwin, hmm and went vivocity.LOL~ theres this photo we took at vivo! guess who this is haha. yes its claire.LOL

but there's one thing i didnt do though --> meet my darling!. well shes quite sad, hahaha, still having exams.. cant really go anywhere also.. thus im sad too. haha hmm. haha, lucky got my friends to accompany me.. hmm oh ya, i think if u want to go visit the old ship at habourfront,better think twice, haha, because its really hot and stuffy inside. hmm, and nothing much but books inside. haha. only reccomended for book lovers. hahaha. alright, maybe i should blog some other time. coz i think i have got a serious writer's block. hahaha. cyaz soon!

lala~

2006-06-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

IM blogging again!. finally after 3 months. haha. hmm. aniwae lifes been good so far i think. many things happened. SYF over, competition for the sci symposium is over too~ psychometric test over too. haha. and i know the results of my medical check up. guess wad i get? haha. i have gotten a C1L3. doesnt know wad it means though. haha. but the officer there told me i get to slack? haha. being drvier or clerk most probably. oh well. haha. kinda bad and good though. hmm. nvm. its my life. hmm. haha. so how has been me and my darling? haha. we are 8 mths together already. haha. more than half a year has past. hmm. okay. still a long way to go i guess. hmm. haha. aniwae.my life was kinda busy. haha. busy wif her!. haha like spending time wif her. hmm. aniwae school's good so far too. rather bad in econs nowadays.. hmmm. and my physics!. have to buck up and show i really know my work. last time was a blunder. really hope i can do well this time. At least an A. but hais. haha. this hols i didnt really do very much. hahaha. doing homework. can u believe it? haha. ppl are revising and im doing homework. hahaha. aniwae. kinda finishing all the work. 2 more days to exam. hahaha. wish me good luck. i just started on econs. haha. must do the revision essays questions. haha. i want to do the math revision too. shit. so much to do. haha. and my chem last tut on biochem, that is my last homework to do. hahaha. die le. im not really optimistic about my prelim 1. haiz. oh well. lets see how i fare. going to bet on it. love u guys!. keep on reading!. haha. i'll blog!

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More to life!

2006-03-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

theres gotta be more to life! haha im always wanting more!. hee. love stacie orrico. hmm. she sings so sensibly. hahah. hmm. its a saturday afternoon and im stoning at home .haha. shld be studying though. i guess i really should. my phyics proved i im doing very very badly. i got a C. neva before. guess i have the greatest value drop in the class. gosh. haha. im going VAS. anything. haha. it helps me improve why not. problem is i noe how to do the stuff though. just mental block in exam. guess practice makes perfect. i haven been thats why. haha. hmmm. have to reflect on myself. econs i think it wouldnt be well, i screwed up at essays. hai. not very optimistic about chem and GP either. hahaha. i think im only confident at maths. geez. see wad happened to me. hahaha. hmm. have to start work soon. i've got my wake up call. im not going to repeat my mistake in secondary sch. haha. well. getting myself to study after being motivated isnt that difficult anyway. hee. hope my class ppl will work hard too! jiayou all of u guys and gals!. haha. if only we as classmates can motivate and cheer each other up! and stress each other into doing work! we can all do well. hee. peer pressure u see. and ky and lulu stop being so hot headed at each other and crtisise the way each other talk. haha. both of u are quite the same though! hee. so study hard. we can all get As together. den wun have to crtisise each other le. hahaha. hmmm. im going off!~. hee.

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: Love ME for me! ashlee simpson

new hair!!

2006-03-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

hahahaha~ guess wad!!. i finally changed my hairstyle!. hmmm. hahaha. tim suggested i change to the natalie portman new hairstyle but i didnt follow! so poof!. hahaha.i got my new hairstyle the hairstylist recommended. hmm. haha. think im going to be a laughin stock on monday somehow. hahaha. hmm. i feel so much like eating prata. haha. hmm. hungry!!. hmm. okie nvm. shld tell u all about my life recently!. haha. haven really managed to get out of my holiday mood since dec. haha. this is bad. hmmm. many many things happened actually. haha. including my competition which had recently ended. yes another competition. haha. the one i went to camp for. hmm. okok. nvm. so many things to say because i haven been bloggin. but nothin to say in a way too because i cant seem to remember anything!!. hahaha. okok. hmm. shld say about tests. hmm. i haven been doing exceptionally well like i did last yr for the tests that i have took. hmmm. maths wasnt that fantastic and i guess i have to put in more effort than wad i have did recently. haiz. hmm. chem was abit more encouraging because i got an 'A' but still i lost to dian yisan and kasim. hahaha. cant be top. hmm. this is getting quite boring. hahaha. i think kasim is the new rising star!. hahaha. can see her passion in work now. haha. she is seemingly doing well and putting effort in everything she do already. hahaha. hmm. guess she will eventually see her success this block test!. haha. jiayou kasim!. hmmm. okie~ where was i. hahaha. hmm. okok. physics!. haha. there is no test at all. haha. okie so i cant see my standard~ just had first econs test. results not out yet. dun think it will be encouragin though. hmm. have to work hard!!!. comon jiesheng!. hahaha. be a mugger agaIN!. hahaha. my resolution last yr.~. hmm. i nid to prove competitive in block test!!. haha. jiayou!. hmm. okok. haha. same to all of u guys readin this!. haha. comon!. we are innova first batch!. haha. do welL!. hmm. blogged enough!. haha. next time i will get more personal. hahaha. when the next event i have comes. hahaa. hmm. i have on hand (confirmed) a Y outing, a physics competition by IEEE, drama SYF training, and NUS open house!. hahaha. okok!. cyaS!

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:Nothin

more ang pows!

2006-01-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

hee. well. theres more angpows collected todae. hee. visited singapore relatives. hee. much more betta den msia though. hee. had laksa todae for lunch. haha. super spicy.. hmm. in the end i wasnt filled at all .haha. drank alot of water. hmm. actually they wanted to gamble though. hee. my cousins are horrible. keep tempting me too. hee. they sound like prostitutes though. haha. no offence but that is really how i felt. haha. not like i visited brothels before also la. hahaha. but they go 'shuai ge.. lai wan ma..' LOL~. make my hair stand onli sia. still got one got husband le still slap my lap. ew. hahaha. lucky my daddy saw my plight and initiated to leave early. i followed!. hee.haha. gross. hmm. todae neva see alot of relatives that i saw last yr though. haha. hmm. i mean young ones of coz. haha. old ones are always there. hee. den i ended up not talking at all. haha. only to reply the old ppl .hee. hmm.quite sian sia. haha. okie. did nothing todae though. haha. still blogged. hmm. my darling just came back. haha. i was so worried for her just now. hmm. she didnt seem willing to go see my mom. judging the way she tagged in audrey's blog haha. guess i cant force her. hmm. see how ba. haha. lucky my mom easy to handle. haha. hmm. aniwae. how was day 2 for u guys!. hee. hope u all had fun!. miss all of you ppl!. haha. sch ended for so long le. hmm. okie i shld stop le. have to do mrs koh hw. so she wun keep saying i always go out neva do her work. hahaha. bye!!

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tha blah!. haha.

2006-01-29T18:26:00.000+08:00

look at the title!. haha. it makes no sense to u ba!. coz it doesnt makes any sense to me either. haha. just put there for fun!. hee. How was day 1 for u guys!!??. haha. many many things happened todae. haha. i went to my grandpa house todae. but i think go too early. didnt see any relatives at all. haha. only got my grandpa waiting hopefully for ppl to come. hahaha. hmm. but he showed me and my sis alot of his past photos. haha. although i didnt see my grandma before, i could see she is quite plump in the photos. haha. nt bad la. cannot say not pretty. hahaha. hmm. but something is really special about my grandpa. haha. i couldnt figure out though. he just looks.. hmmm... distinctively handsome. hahaha. i think i would fall in love with him if im girl sia!. hahaha. sounds incest. hahaha. but he really looks handsome though. haha. despite all the toot and backward 50s 60s wardrobe. haha. hmm. but he work as dunno wad conductor in singapore. haha. neva heard b4 job. haha. must be ulu ulu. haha. but he has alot of photos though. haha. must be someone who likes the capture every moment. hmm. okie but thats about it. becoz my dad decides we go malaysia todae too. to go visit my maternal side relatives. haha. dun really like to go there though. haha. but since my dad is driving i dun mind!. hee. i love his car. haha. soOo.. hmm. nice. hahaha. hee. hmm. den its the first time in the day i see many many people again. hahaha. quite sian la. haha. all young kids. haha. cannot recgonise one. most probably haven came to the world since i last visited. haha. hmm. when i reach there, everyone is like a dwarf like that! haha. but when i reach there i seriously cannot see most of the people when i look straight in my direction. haha. hnmm. think i havev grown alot through the years. haha. hmm. everyone is like short and plump. haha. can guess from their daily food la. when i eat that time its like takin in oil, oil and oil.. hahaha. hmm. they all praised me alot!! and alot of people comment about my height too!. haha. maybe im tall la. hahaha. just that everytime hang out with wh lulu xf hahaha. den think everyone shld be around that height. haha. they all see me like see alien like that, hahaha. their eyes filled with envy and awe.. haha. hmm. but still it doesnt change my impression of malaysia la. haha. dun like that place. hahaha. hmm. didnt stay for too long too!. haha. maybe thats the lucky thing for the day. haha. IM LOOKIN FORWARD TO TOMMORROW!!. hee. my darling is coming back!. hee. MISS HER!. hahaha. hmm. but guess tml wun see her. haha. she coming back at night. den i tml whole day going to bai nian again. haha. hmm. maybe tues la. haha. sian 1/2.. hmm. okie. everyone enjoy day 2!~. hee. happy CNY AGAIN!

lonely lonely!~

2006-01-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

haha. firstly im going to wish everyone happy chinese new yr!. haha. enjoy and hope everyone gets lots of money from angpows!. hahaha. hmmm. im sorry all friends, that i have not be actively bloggin. for those who see me everyday u would noe im just as crappy. haha. for those who dun, u all must have missed me alot ba!. hahaha. becoz u wouldnt noe wad happened to me all along. hahaha. okok. shld stop being BHB. haha. my darling has flew off todae to penang to celebrate CNY. haha. quite sian la. without her. hahaha. suddenly i have to face all my family members again. all that i dun really recognise and have not really any topic to say with. den a extended family full of female cousins, no one i can really connect to.. its rather quiet though, when i go my grandpa house. haha. no one actually talks. hmm. only one female cousin talked to me. i think once the next generation comes theres no more reunion of anything of this sort le. hahaha. hmm. i realise i cant really talk to my grandpa. haha. he speaks too chim hokkien. haha. i barely can understand wad he say. haha. he dun really noe chinese i cant talk to him. well.. dunno is lucky or sway. haha. coz my cousins who noes hokkien dun really like talkin to him too. hmm. one my cousin turned bunk. hahaha. like guy like that. haha. but still i dun have anything to talk to her. or him. hahahaha. too fat!. hee. hmm. i miss my friends and most importantly my dearest darling of all!. haha. shes so sweet todae. wanted to repay her by giving her a surprise. but still i fail to do that because i cannot wake up and go to airport to see her b4 she flies off. hmm. lucky she called if not i wouldnt even hear her voice b4 she goes penang. haha. hmm. well. i reckoned i would miss her alot. haha. hmm. she will feel the same way i gues. hahaha. well. wad to do? her whole extended family is in malaysia. haha. hmm. im sorry to all the shallow gang becoz i didnt go for lan yesterday although i sort of wanted to. hahaha. hmm. pei my darling more important becoz she leaving her ma. hahaha. sorry!. hmm. okok. guess punishment is that i cant get to play lan animore le. hahah. sian... hmm. aniwae i shld just end here. tml is CNY. haha. hope u all and me will have fun!. hahaha.

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2006!

2006-01-22T13:42:00.000+08:00

hmm. my first post of the year!. hee. sorry hasnt been updating my blog. well im really caught up with school work. my homework had been flowing like a tap. hahaha. forever doing homework homework and homework. meet my darling also got problem le. hmm. i didnt get any S paper.. sian.. hahaha. or rather lucky. hmm. scored quite low for the selection for both physics and maths. hmm. heard only 1 guy got the maths Spaper. no more le. haha. hmm. im afraid im becoming slack. hope i can mug for just another year. haha. thats all. haha. sorry to all readers for inactivity.

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: Someday By Nickelback

blog!

2005-12-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

haha. long long long long long time since i have blogged. hmm. miss me ba!. hahaha. hmm. here goes wad happens in dec. haha. it just flashed past. and now its 28th. geez. haha. shrudder when i got myself reminded of the piling homework i have. hmm. haha. had been telling myself to do it but i just wouldnt listen. haaha. got out of hand le. hmm. about the Spaper selection i went, i wished i didnt attend the paper at all. hahahaha. omg .its freaking difficult. and the questions were supposedly easy for S paper. dunno if they are lying to us about the difficulty. but i really cant do most of the question. there could be 2 possibilities. hahaha. its either i didnt study and thus i forgot most of my basics and cant handle those questions. or its just plain difficult. hahaha. hmm. i chose the believe the second reason. haha. self deluding. hmm. dunno wad happened to me. well have to work hard next yr!. haha. hmm. i have to thk my darling for noticing my moltivation to study and bought me a planner for 2006 for christmas!. haha. thks darlin!. i love you!. hmm. i still owe my secretary a christmas present. haha. guess wad i haven buy yet. hahaha. she neva tell me wad she want. hmm. acutually she did la. haha. said she want GUESS present but its just that i cant afford. haha. cant blame me too la. im a student!. hee. and didnt work in the holidays. hahaha. so ostentatious stuff will not be a choice of present for me to others. hahaha. hmm. but i wouldnt mind anyone buying those for me though~. HEE. hmm. aniwae i didnt seem to play much lan this holiday. hahaha. but still im addicted and wanna play every moment. that stupid wh got upgrade his com le can play dota at home. hahaha. everyone is going to suan me becoz they can play at home........... hahaha. dun care la. haha. i wish allen will come back soon!. hahahaha. so he can play wif me. hahahaha. hmm. how was everyone's christmas? hahaha. should be good ba!. hee. so i have to give a super belated christmas wishing to everyone. haha. i think betta say happy new year betta. hahaha. hmm. i played bball a couple of times this holidays. haha. i love bball. bball rox!. hahaha. hmm. i think this sat morning will play again. hahaha. going to wake up early so my rest of the day can use the celebrate new yr eve. hahaha. and of coz dian's bdae party. hahaha. hmm. gita came back and i saw her a couple of times la. hahaha. well. now shes gone again haha. nothin much to blog about her aniwae. haha. thks for the card and xmas prezzie!. hahaha. todae my darling go camp le. hmm. sian. hahaha. nothin much to do at home. haha. i miss her!. although shes coming back tml duh. hahahaha. okok. i think betta end here le!. hee. thks readers for continuing reading my blog although its not updated often!. see ya!~

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: Obviously by Mcfly

:)

2005-12-12T02:23:00.000+08:00

lifes been good so far. haha. no homework in my life. time to bring them in. time to cut my hair. time to be smart again. i still love u darling.

cap. ball!

2005-12-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

haha. yesterday we went to a captain ball's competition. we had no training at all and we went for it. and we got 3rd!. haha. we only lost 1 match duh. haha. sad. haha. nbm. still got a prize. hmm. enjoyed yesterday. could have enjoyed more. if not for my eye. haha. i hate my eye.

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: Breathe by Michelle Branch

camp at Ntu

2005-12-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

haha. i love the stay!. hee. maybe becoz we are given the newest hostel to accomodate in. hee. me and lulu shared 1 room duh. and our room became the official party room. haha. hmm everyday also got party and playin at beri late hours. hahaha. cool ba. but cost us slp too. haha. many many things happened during these 5 days. just couldnt remember.. haha. like always.. but i remember day 4 to day 5 duh. haha. becoz i neva slp from day 4 to day 5. haha. and i almost fell sick i guess. haha. feeling dizzy walking halfway. haha. hmm. only 3 person stayed up thru out la. haha. and we end up playin some beri beri fast game. dunno wad is that to kill time to reach morning becoz we onli got 1 h left. hahaha. hmm. i won linwan duh. hahaha. although its my first time playing. hahaha. li jun was pro, everytime win de. hmm. but she fell sick becoz she neva slp duh. haha. must say that lin wan beri pro. haha. stayed up and like nothin happen to her. hmm. oh ya. haha. there is a list of friends that i have knew during these few days. hahaha. hmm. there hong xin, yuen chit, berwyn, li jun, pei han, linwan, tony, jeffery.. hahaha. quite cool eh. haha. and some i dunno their name but also will say hi. hahaha. okie the other things i forgot in the camp le. haha. dun really remember. hmm. sorry if i left anyone out in the list. haha. stoppin here. bye!.

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: Unwell by Matchbox 20

competition day 1

2005-11-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

hmm. busy day. haha. acutally not really busy too. dunno how to explain. lots of my personal admin stuff to deal with. i hate that. but nvm. todae i smsed the SPF-JC incharge my msg to say i will be absent for the thing. hope they got that. hmm. the SMU woman called be again though. haha. tot she would have gave up on me. but she insist on puttin a time slot for me to interview. haha. so good. i appreciate her tremendous effort for doing so. haha. so persistent on getting me to interview. hmm. i managed to 'earn' back my last chance on the advance placement program. mon 28/11 morning 9.45 at smu school of accountancy at lvl 5 dean's office. haha. i can almost memorise that. hmm. thks SMU. haha. hmm. well. its all up to my interview too. haha. den i went for competition. The discovering engineering one. haha. i can say quite fun ba. but also quite sian. haaha. dunno how to describe. somehow its fascinating too. haha. to see so many many inventions. haha. i like those by a*star and another organisation. haha. so cool. haha. other booths arent as entertaining. haha. the british council woman was cool. hahaha. she gave us lots of goodies. hahaha. okie. haha. was being cheapo la. haha. took alot of things from the booths. haha. like go shopping like that. hmm. well. hee. our team manage to become top 5 for day 1. hee. so cool. haha. all thanks to kai yuan's camera. haha. if not also cannot rmb so much information. haha. Innova is so united!. haha. team innova is going to win this i think. haha. i hope too. hee. okie. beri tired le. haha. sian too. im going to end blog session here. hhaha. byebye!

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:Kyptonite by 3 Doors Down

lan!

2005-11-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

haha as title suggest i went to play lan yesterday again. S13 THRASH S12!!!!!. hahaha. we are the winner!. hahaha. sik dragged their team down. hahaha. S13 ROXXXX. haha. hmm. dota's fun. haha. hmm. i pon school that day. haha. first time ponning. nothin impt on that day also ma. haha. den mr khoo called and wanted me to write reflection letter. could have lied duh. haha. but maybe he call that time im sleepy. haha. i told him the truth that i slept really late and couldnt wake up. hahaha. well. shows im innocent and honest by nature. HEE. hmm. its not your fault jade. haha. so dun blame yourself okie? haha. i love u!. hee. shes going to be busy for the next week. haha. but only free on thurs. but thurs i got competition le. lol. but nvm. hee. we can cherish this few days together. hahaha. which is todae. tml. hahaha. hmm. tml she gg church duh. hahaha. well we both are busy ppl. hee. shes told me shes gg to dance wif edwin for the orientation. haha. dunno how to react to it though. hmm. well at least shes telling me b4 she does anything. hahaha. thats something i appreciate. hee. lulu and weihong u two betta dun tease me about it. hee. coz i dun think i will be affected. hee. aniwae thats all~!. hee. dunno wad to write le. byebYE!

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: All Star By Smashing Pumpkin

one month anni

2005-11-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

haha. had my one month anniversary ytd. but no time to blog about it either. haha. so fast. one month le. hmm. didnt know any of my relationship could last that long. i didnt lose interest duh. haha. think maybe becoz shes gd at making me interested. IM SO GOING TO BE BUSY. haha. 24,25,26 i got competition. 28,29,30,1,2 i got camp. 27 dec. i got S paper. nid to study for it. i made up my mind to go for selection for physics and maths. haha. well. no harm trying how to questions are. if i cant make it den too bad lor. haha. hmm. i got drama tml. sian. its not drama at all. long time sinced i've acted. im bored. i WANNA act!. i LOVE acting. hahaha. tml's some lame shit workshops. i DUN think i will like it. my darling is cute. she gave me a chain for 1st month. i baked her cookies. haha. well. ytd we went to watch exorcism of emily rose. haha. not scary de. wh watched it too. haha. HE WENT OUT WIF ANOTHER GAL!. haha. horhor. but not bad la he. hahaha. can get a cute cute underaged gal to watch movie wif him. hee. just looked underaged. haha. he keep insisting shes just a friend. hahaha. confirm got something de lor. hahaha. if not why she'll go wif him on single dating .hahahaha. hmm. dun wanna blog le. sian diao. hahaha. im bore-d. hee.

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: Because of You By kelly clarkson

School's TML!

2005-11-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

finally theres school tml. haha. missed lectures and tutorials. haha. enthu ba. hee. spent this precious past few days wif my beloved darling .haha. didnt go lan at all. hee. wif her dota can be thrown away le. haha. but i think we did nothin much but watch DVDs and DVDs. haha. may sound boring here but in fact is isnt at all. haha. i love spending time wif her. hee. crave for bball duh. hahaha. think betta go for one session soon. hahaha. still must wait for gary's o lvl to be done first. hmm. sian. nvm den. haha. till den can see yq and guys again. hee. bball rox!. haha.

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: Crazy By Simple Plan

lan!

2005-11-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

hee. im somehow addicted to games. grr. hahaha. will think of dota everyday. hahaha. hmm. sian la. hahaha. todae neva touch games den like abit of withdrawal symtompes come out. hahaha. hmm. went to play 7h on tues in dolby ghaut. haha. long time neva played for so long le. haha.think last time when im crazy over lan is about sec 4. hahha. okie la. not beri long also. hahaha. hmm. stayed at home for the whole of todae. didnt go to play lan also. coz no one can accompany me also .haha. wanted to borrow Shutter DVD todae but also lazy to go out la. haha. went to neighbourhood ones but its loaned out. haha. so sway sia. hmm. and the lady said only 16 yrs old and above can rent the dvd. asshole. dont i look at least like 16?. im already 17 okie. haha. i was so insulted by her comments. hmm. aniwae dun wanna blog le. hahaha. thats all for this week. hee. bye!

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: First Love by Utada

smile~

2005-11-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

haha. shouldnt i be bloggin about my life these few days? haha. sorry readers for me not bloggin about myself. haha. i shall start from after promos den. haha. had quite alot of fun after promos duh. haha. played bball, lan, and all those stuff i could have neva done b4 promos. haha. yea. about chinese AO main exam i think i screwed up. haha. can pass but dun think can score at all. haha. think i will have to face it whether to retake again. coz i dun think i can depend solely on my GP. lol~. hmm. expecting a quite bz nov and dec. haha. got my stay in NUS, dunno confirm already or not. like no news. haha. den my physics competition on 24, 25, 26, haha. i have my SEP project on snails to do throughout nov, and todae sign up for the SMU management accountancy course which will be throughout nov dec and jan. haha. still got interview. but think i can make it la.haha. and lastly my drama production on short films~!. hee. i LOVE drama. haha. maybe becoz long time neva go le. hahah. drama's notice board is lost duh. haha. like no news. oh ya, have the Maths S paper selection test next friday. omg. im so going to be dead. haha. i now not in the mood to do any papers duh. haha. dun think i can get the S paper.. well S papers are for overseas scholarship. dun noe if its really wise to take on the challenge. but i can still cope this yr i think S paper should be no prob la. haha. okie i lied. haha.i scraped thru this year. its so freaking hectic. missed my work attachment in NTU duh and missed my chem olymipiad becoz i skipped the prelimary test. haha. sad. i also missed the OPEN House of IJC. becoz of competition. well those waste time see new ppl de job maybe not for me ba. hahaha. darling u must be proud of me:) hee. now i must make an effort to sort out all the dates. haha. die le. i only know the date for the competition. aniwae this is not the most worrying thing. haha. i only worry that i will neglect my darling while being so super busy. haha. i want a physics S paper duh. haha. sounds interesting. haha. like so bian tai. wanna torture myself. haha. i have to continue my mugging mood. grr. hahaha. now im slackin like nobody's business. hmm. CHris Ang going to teach us next yr. haha. i will neva forget him saying he wanna make me his pet la. haha. so sick. and he is so happy telling me hes going to teach us next yr. haha. i dun actually really object to it duh. coz hes classes did really well. haha. but i miss MR lim duh. sad. i prefer him teaching. well. have to adapt. next yr as all the teachers had said is going to be all the difficult topics. haha. i wonder how difficult can it get. geez. dangerous. haha. well for now duno how long i still can enjoy. mon is PW oral presentation. haha. last official exam of the yr. perhaps. haha. no. still got the S paper selection. argh. haha. going to mug for that. hahaha. sorry if i sound beri mugger for this whole blog. hahaa. well post exam worries i guess. haha. hmmm. well theres one thing i have to do. haha. that is to thank Claire~!. haha. thks alot for helping me with the november babies:) hee. i really couldnt cope with it. or rather i wasnt really doing my job. im sorry S13. haha. im not a gd welfare rep. haha. well mr khoo agreed to let me resign next yr. well no matter wad. thanks claire. haha. if not im so going to get cursed. haha. okie finish wad i shld say. haha. bye!

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: Yeah By Usher

BLOGGIN!

2005-11-02T10:43:00.000+08:00

this is me, JIESHENG yea? .haha. im finally back as i felt several problems arising due to my absence. haha. my com is still down but now im taking the chance to blog in sch. ha. a few things to clarify

1. I gave my consent to my gf jade to blog these few days as im absent and i dun wan this blog to remain cold and not updated. so that readers can have something to read about.

2. I wanna sincerely say sorry to my daughter and secretary and all those ppl whom i had fogotton their birthdays. hahaha. so super super sorry. hahaha. i miss u all :)

3. About Ziyan i know she dun show interest animore and i dun not show any sign of interest in her. i dun think she will or should hinder our relationship in the future in anyway and thus i hope she will not blog about me anymore. thanks for doing a big favour for me :)

4. Im sorry to lulu for the misunderstanding about jade's friend and i dun think there's animore problem since its cleared up. hahaha. happy ending:)

5. Sorry for my absence this few days and i think i will still be absent. its not going to be fixed so soon. so sorry readers. haha. my gf will still entertain u aniwae. i guess. haha. haven ask her yet. hee. ;)

thats all folks. hahaha. cleared up everything. especially sorry to my daughter and secretary. hahaha. for forgetting ur bdaes. haha. and u all actually rmbed mine. hahaha. im sorry. for being a lousy boss and father. hahahahahaha. sorry!!. hee.

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: LULU AND WH talkin

2005-10-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

hey all, haha its jade again.
Although jiesheng checked his blog, he didnt update. tsk tsk. My lazy boy. Today he told me to go update for him since im "so free".lol.

We went to study for our Chinese AO levels at Mac. We really tried to study. But the place was super super noisy. Plus i bumped into some of my pals. Heh. JS was nagging at me to concentrate. haha. But in the end we still managed to study a bit before the dinner crowd came in.
We hung around Far East aft that, and shopped for an hour. Met more people we knew; i swear a lot of Innovian couples love Far East. heh. Lover's spot.

The day ended all too soon. Time really flies when ur having fun. And the fun started two months ago (:
Thanks darl for the wonderful day <3

To all who are taking the chinese exam on monday : GOOD LUCK! Lets all pass so we dont have to repeat it next yr!

xoxoxo
jade

Computers Down

2005-10-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

haha heys. This is Jade.
On my boyfriend's behalf, id like to apologise for his stagnant blog. lol.
Jiesheng hasnt been able to update his blog cos' his com is down with some virus ( not cos iv been monopolizing his time :P ). He'll prolly be updating tomorrow with the school com.

xoxoxo
jadel

;]

2005-10-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

hee. im attached readers. haha. yea on 16th oct which is todae at 2.11 am. haha. i would like to announce that jade is officially my girlfriend. hee. darling too. hee. dun really noe wad to say. hahaha. oh ya. i love jade a.k.a strawberry. hee.

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sentosa!

2005-10-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

haha. i love todae. hee. met some 2e1 peeps. hmm. tim mr koh and spikes cool, pk darren adn leonard arent. haha. hmm. i love chilling out. hahaha. a nice to place to chill!. hee. hmm. Mr koh and spike went gal seeing, me and tim went sun tanning. haha. i would've join spike to see gals but really felt uninterested todae. hahaha. hmm. no mood to see gals animore. hmm. not bloggin already.

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: Bad Day Daniel Powter

promos ended!

2005-10-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

hee. finally. hope i can be promoted la. haha. hmm. think its almost impossible for me to retain aniwae. hee. minimum criteria is just to pass one A and GP, lol, i guess only those who really didnt study from the start of the year till promos will get to enjoy the 'privillege', hmm. now wad im worried is whether i can still maintain my 4As not. haha. think i flunk and blasted my chem paper. its the most unconfident paper i've did for the whole year. damn it. haha. nvm its over aniwae. hope i wun drop chem. i want to stay wif S13. hee. trying to plan my post exam activities now. hee. going out wif jade tml, den maybe sat i'll go and play bball, sunday dian house hopefully for some celebration. haha. den. mon will have a class party in sch. hmm. hope i'll get myself real packed. the sad thing is i have to get back to work by tues. haha. have to do PW presentation. haha. for wed's OP workshop. haiz. haha. maybe JC is that hectic afterall. aniwaES im going to end here le. hee. bye everyone.

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:Behind these hazel eyes by kelly clarkson

promos

2005-10-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

k nxt monday is promos. hee. hope im ready for it. had been 'studyin' this week. haha. neva fail to appear at the library everyday. but didnt really do anything there la. haha. quite boring. woo. wish me gd luck. i think i screwed gp. ha. nvm. i'll work harder.

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: Because of You by kelly Clarkson

better off that way.

2005-10-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

ha. a title that doesnt suits the blog im doing now. haha. well have to put a name to it, so might as well la. hmm. my week was okie. have been in the library studying for most of the time .haha. now i realised my GP sux. haha. or maybe it had been like that all e way. hmm. i've read those Gp essays in the GP BULL bk and i feel they are amazing. as to come out wif those kind of essays even in exam conditions. ha. i think even if it was to be homework assignment for me, i can never reach that standard. hmm. i made the wrong choice not to read stories books in my early stages of my life. haha. now i cant do chinese, english isnt wad im good in. there's no way i can communicate effectively. How i wish i can wield powerful words like a sword in my essay now. haha. it just seem just so totally cool. Wu Zheng was right. haha, a pen is more powerful den a sword nowadays. how i wish theres someone out there that can help me in my languages. haha. im jealous. jealous for once i dun have a powerful language basics, theres no time for me to polish my languages to compete wif those in RJ. Sentence contruction is yet another hurdle for me. im dead. haha. how i wish time can let me go back to primary sch. haha. I feel im the only one still making grammatical mistakes in my essay in class. haha. so paiseh la. hmm. Now i have my Gp essay to rush through, topic is "'the less piority woman give to their roles as wifes and mothers, the more problems society will face.' discuss". haha. im so dead. still stuck at that question. hee. oh ya. reminds me of yesterday. i think i've been really insensitive to jade. my fault as to blurt out something that would hurt her. ha. stupid me. shes sad, and i noe it. wad else can i do other than saying sorry. i've said more 'sorry's in my life than anione had did i guess. ha. just shows how sinful a person is. i will like to be a person that will never have the chance to say 'sorry'. i really hope so. i'll work towards that. haha. hmm. yesterday i dreamt about something. haha. as if my mind is hinting that no single soul in the world noes and understands me, and its because i haven been revealing enough for others to noe about me. thinkin of it, maybe im a protective person, i wouldnt want myself to get hurt, so my mind drives me in a way i hurt others, rather den myself, selfish eh. that happened to all my flings. haha. grr. i've decided to let myself feel more, im never going to live my life for others again, im tired that life. i didnt get much out of it. i wish i can have that very one person that knows me more den i know myself. be it guy or girl, young or old, pls appear, cure the lonliness within me. haha. sounds like a script yea, stupid. i wish. i wish. i wish. haha. plenty of wad i wish. hee. boring readers here. im sorry for that. hmm. well. i feel more comfortable confiding to a blog rather than a person. well. dun be surprised that thats all i noe about myself emotionally. i really dun noe. maybe someone out there in the world do, someone thats watching over me, someone that can predict wad im going to do, someone that understands why i do things my way, so i can have endless chat with that person that noes me. just because i do not know myself. Not god, i dun like to share my love.

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: Dirty Little Secret by All american reject

bball.

2005-09-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

hee. went to play bball todae. haha. interesting day. i love todae. haha. first time i didnt substain any form of physical injury after the session. hahaha. maybe there is. haha. some idiot scratched my thighs la. haha. hmm. but todae was fun. haha. maybe not the bball session but after that. haha. went over to gary's house to watch FFVII advert children or something. haha. the graphic's totally cool la. haha. still watch lots of anime at his house too. haha. although i cannot really rmb the title now but i think its a really really nice show wif cute chars and all that. haha. had fun. haha. hmm. sounds as if im deprived of fun for beri long. hahaha. surprisingly im not feeling tired now. haha. not even after bball.

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promos soon.

2005-09-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

haha. as title suggest, im going to have my mid course exam soon .haha. have to study already. i tried studying in library almost everyday in this wk. haha.. but end up playing truth and dare everytime in the room luxin booked. I get to noe all about yongkang and luxin's dark SECRETS. hahaha. heee. so gals interested can just come and find me. haha. i'll consider telling u :). hahaha. hmm. sadly they didnt get to know even any one of my secrets. hahahaha. coz i chosed dares. hahaha. now end up owing them 4 altogether. but i did like 4-5 dares le la. haha. did lots of stupid stuffs. haha. but fun!. hee. haha. stupid right. and in the end didnt get much work done. haha. im going to study for this wkend already. haha. if not i'll waste my time taking 4 subs this yr without getting at least a S paper. haha. but its quite hard la. haha. not confident in getting e paper. econs is killing me thats why. haha. got back my diagnostic test and failed essay la. haha. 21/50. worst score in a test. lol. hmm. mrs koh said i need to use more economic terms. haha. i'll see wad i can do. haha. hee. will blog when more interesting things happens in my life. haha. bye!

ha.

2005-09-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

hee. Econs sux now. im getting conceptual errors everywhere. had to blog this down to reflect. haha. hmm. aniwae. so paiseh to not know the ying ying's name while she had been chatting to me for quite awhile. haha. sry!. aniwae i've got nothing more to blog!. haha. byebye!

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: Because of You Kelly Clarkson

new skin!

2005-09-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

hmm. updated my skin. hope u guys like it. hee. my life had been fine these few days. but i couldnt seem to remember anything to blog here. see ya.

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: Mr Brightside By The Killers

tell me.

2005-09-09T09:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha. didnt do well for my chem and econs mock test. dead. dun really feel like studying suddenly. todae going to play bbal. haha. okie. im really dead.

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: Dirty Little Secret by All american rejects

im not happy.

2005-09-01T09:54:00.000+08:00

dun feel happy. but neither do i noe how to type it here to voice out my anger.

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: Nothin.

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2005-08-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i failed a test.. sadly to say its econs and supposedly easy, the worst thing is that i am even below class average for that test.. really dissapointed wif myself, but i hope i wun repeat that same mistake again. hmm.. it came to me that suddenly i feel im so aimlessly living my llife.. no aim to work towards to; things i've been doing recently has nothing to do with my future goal of becomin a movie director, skipping drama, whenever i can.. and playing table tennis hoping to win even knowing the fact that i would not get anything by doing that.. and i think i have been over obsessed wif provide the class guys with effective jokes( unlike john's one) that i have totally ruin my reputation in the hearts of the gals in our class.. haha.. that i think maybe..or its rather a known fact. todae i dissaproved gender equality in GP lessons, and was being titled a MCP by gals.. hmm.. maybe i am.. but its really wad is in my mind, didnt want to hide my tots just because my reputation is at stake. todae i used vulgarities on a gal right in her face, first time in my life, i feel so sick wif myself, i totally lost control over my sanity, felt really sorry for doing that, i wanted to say sorry initially, but just didnt feel like it when i see her face to face again. hmm.. maybe u guys may be interested in wad happened, the gal was claire, classmate from my class. i was scolding yisan 'chee bye' for askin for class funds too often and in large amounts and claire stepped in to suddenly scold me for no reason, nt as if im using vulgarities on her at that moment, yet she gave me an attitude look and as if i did something wrong to her, so i said, and rather loud ' cheebye i scold cheebye also nt your cheebye problem ' , in chinese that is, haha.. wasnt in that mood to think much den, she went quiet after that, seemed like shes mad wif me, but it just boils my blood so see gals, and guys, wif serious attitude problems, thinkin im good mannered and thus good bullying target, if ur mood is not good, go somewhere and fuck yourself, not vent it on me. okie im suppose to say sorry aniwae, being a man, so sorry claire, if u eva see this entry, i still respect u as my classmate and pw group member, and maybe it can only be that much for now. hmm.. think i have changed alot, i would neva even raised my voice at any single gal b4, i hope shes e first and e last.. if not i would become some idiotic jerk that i couldnt even stand myself, thats all i have to blog todae, or rather for the week.. sorry to readers for the offensive content that u might be reading now.

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: Cleaning out my closet by eminem

boo!

2005-08-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

end of one hectic week!.. yet i survived!.. haha.. proud of myself eh.. still got lots of work to complete.. flooded wif new sets of maths and chem assignments to do for the weekend.. still have gp and econs to complete.. but im going to finish them all!.. haha.. hmm.. firstly have to say sorry here to claire!.. for her to skip her japanese dunno wad thing for the pw thingy, becoz she requested for me to go instead yet i turned her down.. i dun wanna travel all the way to woodlands.. haha.. say im selfish maybe.. well.. now trying to do my maths vector tut, but keep getting distracted by this big stupid machine im facing now.. haha.. well.. this is wad happens when i do work at home.. tml there pw meeting and xf isnt going.. i think our pw is getting getting from bad to worst.. haha.. hope we can save it soon.. 20% of A lvl, dun think its worth it to sacrifice it.. dun think i can finish all the homework i have den.. since there's pw tml. i have to travel all e way to woodlands too.. dun really like the long trip.. okie complained enuf le.. think im off to do wad i can ba.. bye!

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:Welcome to my life by Simple plan

omg

2005-08-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

omg.. john is becoming crazy.. haha.. wonder if its the seventh lunar month that caused him to be possessed.. really nt comfortable about his current behaviour.. where's the old john?!. haha.. or maybe he was like that? even in sec sch?.. haha.. maybE?.. well.. haha.. couldnt care less.. john if u see this.. im nt critising u or anything.. so no personal grudge okie?.. haha.. rmb this is my blog.. and i have the right to write anything and everything i want to!.. haha.. people who are nt comfortable can just fuk off.. hee.. lala~.. dunno why i started using vulgarities again.. haha.. sounds crude.. but i like it.. hahaha.. dunno why.. its addictive noe.. had a full sch day todae despite all other schs in singapore are having half.. haha.. i dun realli mind a full sch day duh~.. haha.. can see all my cute, adorable, handsome, pretty friends.. hee.. awww... aint im great?.. haha.. hee.. mr khoo is so rude duh!.. haha.. just looked into my green personal file without pemission!.. haha.. lucky inside no secrets sia.. haha.. if not sure kena blackmail by him le.. haha.. hes so funni!.. rmb at the camp he tried to change our buddy class to A23 becoz jade is in that class.. haha.. just too bad for him.. he didnt succeed.. aww.. haha.. maybe he just tried a lil too hard to 'help' me le.. hahaha.. wierdest teacher i came across duh.. haha... todae saw 2 other weird teachers.. haha.. playin table tennis in their working attire.. as in shirt and pants.. haha.. just didnt suit the atmosphere.. haha.. but they were pro duh. .haha.. one is Mr clayton ang? hope i spelt correctly.. haha.. the other one i got no idea.. haha.. todae i played table tennis too!.. haha.. won roy at the most recent match again!.. haha.. he has to call me shifu!.. haha.. coz he wanted to bet he will win me but lost!.. haha.. my mom is so kuku.. haha.. keep calling yongkang to find me.. as if im wif him everytime la.. haha.. sorry yongkang!.. haha.. for my mom's disturbance.. haha.. okie see wad else i want to blog about.. hmm.. yea.. my homework.. haven been able to finish my homework lately.. hmm.. think im slacking abit le.. this is bad.. grr.. haha.. im going to last my mugging mode till after a's.. haha.. and ya.. gita is leaving soon.. hmm.. think our whole class is going to miss her.. we wun be as noisy as before le.. haha.. and class population is going to decrease to 18!.. omg.. haha.. fewer people le.. means greater competition.. haha.. according to mrs koh.. okie im being lame there.. okie la.. dun want to blog le.. everytime i blog like damn long de.. hahaha.. so pro right.. okie i noe im pro.. cyazz!.

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:Helena by MCR

camp.!

2005-08-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

lol.. sorry to all my readers.. becoz i haven blog for such a long long time.. hope u guys will still come back often to read.. had been studying every weekend wif ziyan.. almost lah.. but nt this weekend.. becoz im really tired.. and ya.. so i neva post ani new one.. no time too.. hee.. even though there's no new post.. u can always tag!.. hee.. okie.. i just came back from my camp.. it was 3 day 2 night camp at labrador park.. that campsite was so old and lousy.. haha.. but anyway, i had fun!.. haha.. i lost my voice even before i got to e campsite, tot the camp wouldnt be fun animore coz i cant talk properly, let alone shout the cheers.. hahaha.. but i was proved wrong duh.. haha.. must thk alisa and gang for providing me with a whistle and told me to substitute it wif my voice for campfire night.. hahaha.. it was cool duh.. haha.. at least i made some noise for aquila.. aquila didnt win.. but we are at least 3rd now of all the houses.. hee.. slowly winning all of them!.. haha.. by the end of the camp i realise i had lots and lots of bruises and cuts.. wonder where i get them from.. hahah.. but at least i know the rope burn from my hand came from belaying my fellow classmates.. haha.. i just love belaying!.. its so fun.. think i belayed for the whole of the first day of the camp.. haha.. edwin and yongkang took over at the second day duh.. haha.. hmm.. lets see how much more i can remember at the camp.. oh ya.. wait.. haha.. i have to write 2 HJ ppl's name here first.. hahaha.. they are......(drumrolls).. hahaha... LUXIN and WEIHONG!.. haha.. they dun even dare to go the camp!.. hahaha.. too bad for them.. they missed out lots of fun!.. hahaha.. and the john's complete makeover in character.. hahaha.. hmm.. john had been really funni at the camp.. didnt expect him to be so... er... dunno wad vocab to use for that.. hahaha.. but hes really funni.. made our whole class laugh non stop for the whole of 3 days.. hahah.. after the camp me, allen and yongkang went to continue our lan playin spree.. hahaha.. think we reached the cine lanshop at around 12pm and we played all e way till 10+pm.. hahaha.. at least me and yongkang did that.. allen still continued wif his other friends there.. hahaha.. wonder how he can take that.. lol.. and oh ya.. wei hong and luxin did join us for awhile.. i dunno when till when.. haha.. but our team lost to theirs.. for all the matches we played.. haha.. think becoz we lack lots of teamwork.. hahaha.. or maybe juz plain fatique.. haha.. after the camp we all feel like slping.. hahahaha.. so luxin dun smug too much ah.. hahaha.. hmm.. my voice haven recover yet.. but those assholes keep saying my voice is breaking.. hahaha.. idiot la.. my voice broke long ago le.. lol.. i shld nt name them out la.. haha.. must give them abit of face.. hahaha.. now my body is aching all over.. grr.. wonder if i will still have to mood to study not.. hahaha.. sometimes its hard to change the mood after all e fun.. hahaha.. okie.. going to work le!.. cyaz!.. work as in doing homework!.. hee.. im still a full time mugger!.. lalalala~.. haha..

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: Mr Brightside by The Killers

:)

2005-07-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.. feel like posting todae.. tell u guys wad i had done.. haha.. todae's a day thats rather okie to me.. or rather ytd.. since its 12.56am now.. haha.. just reach home and bathed nt long ago.. hmm.. went orchard for 4e3'04 class gathering.. aniwae.. doesnt seem like a gathering aniwae.. haha.. its just.. basically... seeing them and watchin a movie.. haha.. we had our dinner separately.. becoz theres no play to accommodate so many ppl in our class.. heard they saw shaoheng.. but im nt as lucky as to see him duh.. haha.. want to see his rebonded hair.. hahahaha.. hmm.. movie was at first row.. we were all straining our necks just to watch to movie.. haha.. so all the gals went down to the floor to seat instead.. reminded us of the brotherhood we watched.. haha.. all sat on the floor too.. haha.. we watch war of the worlds aniwae.. haha.. hmm.. i removed the hand rest and lied on the seats instead.. haha.. felt like mini bed duh.. but nt as comfortable.. haha.. i fell aslp many times during the movie.. haha.. but i somehow got the movie.. amazing yea.. hahaha. maybe when u are unconscious u will sub consciously do wad u were initially doing.. hahaha.. hmm.. my hypothesis la.. haha.. still nid to be tested.. hahaha.. hmm.. went to play lan todae also.. hahaha.. and arcade.. hmm.. i beat yq and terence in virtual striker 2!.. haha.. pro ba.. hmm.. tyco de acutually.. accidentally press shoot also can score.. haha.. lan lost to the jz team.. idiot.. haha.. stupid jz keep farming my team's noob.. haha.. im the onli one who noes how to play in my team aniwae.. hahaha.. well.. lose is a lose.. haha.. as a entreprenuer u must know when u are defeated.. hahahaha.. so i do!.. haha.. i dun like being an entrepreneur aniwae.. haha. nt my ambition.. mrs koh said those ppl dun not have integrity.. haha.. i dun wanna be like them.. haha.. aniwae i would stop bloggin here le.. cya soon

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: Incomplete by BSB

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2005-07-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

hmm.. this is overview of how i did in summer test.. haha.. nt trying to haolian.. but theres nothin to haolian here aniwae.. haha.. didnt top the class for anything.. hee.. okie.. start wif best!.. hee.. my onli A goes to maths, B for physics, C for econs, E for chem, B4 for both chinese and gp.. haha.. grr.. dun like this result duh.. shows im nt muggin.. although i did do a lil bit.. sad case.. maybe im nt up to standard yet.. haha.. todae im realli realli bored out.. stupid wh and luxin they all.. my so called gang members.. onli noe how to pangsei the gang leader and go home play lan.. basket.. haha.. so todae didnt go home wif them, went back school wif roy to play table tennis till we both are realli tired.. damn roy.. won me so many sets.. i onli get to win 2.. haha.. hmm.. but at least had a lil of fun.. haha.. kept me occupied for a while duh.. haha.. went back home at 6 or 7.. didnt realli notice.. haha.. and fell deep aslp on bus.. gosh.. can imagine i must have look horrible there.. haha. but when i woke up at compasspoint bus stop and look at my reflection, my hair wasnt messed up.. haha.. although its already messy.. haha.. wad am i talkin about.. grr.. haha.. nt makin sense already.. haha.. lala~.. dunno why im bloggin about todae too.. haha.. nothin special happened.. hmm.. but it signifies that im still alive yea.. haha. so dun u all dare forget me.. haha.. okie.. b4 im turing siao betta end here.. love u all!

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:Helena by MCR

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2005-07-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

here i am! once again!.. torn into pieces.. here tonight.. cant pretend.. just thought u are the one, broken up deep inside.. but u wun get to see the tears i cried.. no i dun cry on the outside.. anymore!!!!!.. anymore..
haha.. dun worry im fine.. just feel in love wif this song!.. haha.. behind these hazel eyes by kelly clarkson.. lol.. found it ytd.. den keep listening to it.. haha.. it doesnt suit my mood, my feeling.. but it just sounded nice.. haha.. went to play bball todae.. was fun!.. haha.. long time since i sweat.. played at punggol.. haha.. far eh.. well.. i always play at sengkang.. so punggol isnt any much difference la.. haha.. i just love bball.. haha.. although i might nt be as gd as others.. went to gary's house after the session.. we all smell.. but i just wondered why no one complained.. so i shut up too.. haha.. well.. maybe they think the same way as i do.. watch a anime.. hunter dunno wad.. haha.. beri nice!.. all of us didnt bear to go home watchin that.. except for gary that is.. coz its his house!.. haha.. okie im lame.. haha.. exciting show.. well.. everytime i go gary's house they show me part of a type of anime.. example naruto, prince of tennis.. eh.. okie.. onli can rmb these title now.. haha.. and everytime im so lost when i watch those anime wif them.. haha.. but they are still so willing to explain part by part to me!.. haha.. think they are great friends.. haha.. of my life that is.. i feel my life kinda sad. haha.. so few true friends i can truly rely on.. i had one b4.. lost it now.. no topic wif him animore.. friends foreva?.. impossible.. thats life.. haha.. okie.. shldnt talk so much le.. hee..

Now Listening To

: Behind these hazel eyes by kelly clarkson

la~

2005-06-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. just change e layout!.. why? coz i lost the previous one.. haha.. stupid LUXIn.. okie aniwaes nthin big happened in my life yet to tell to u guys.. im in midst of exam too.. so maybe after exam i will post more!.. haha.. for now good luck to all having exams and test!

Aniwae to all readers : if u want me to link u just provide ur name and blog url under e notes section.. i'll be happy to put u under my exits.. haha..

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: Helena by MCR

omg!

2005-06-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

chitra said tml is a must!.. i cant dance.. how.. no way i can imagine myself dancing.. hmm.. guess i'll pon.. but she said our names are wif principal!!.. grr.. sad.. but still.. i insist on not going.. rather get scolded den making a fool out of myself there.. haha.. luxin asked me to go jurong to study... gary tell me to play bball tml.. and i am suppose to go for the auidition.. but im going to turn off everything.. time for me to stay and home and study.. we are students.. so study comes first.. haha.. and the luxin there.. i doubt any work can be done la.. and jurong somemore.. can use the time for travelling to study yea.. haha.. and drama.. todae i know that mdm chitra neva knew who i was.. she tot im ze xiang.. and i dunno whos that.. haha.. aniwaes.. i got a new role which is rather challenging.. haha. i have to speak super broken english.. and its rather ridiculous la.. haha.. am going to make a joke out of myself again le.. thats drama everytime.. i still dunno my character well first duh.. its simply put as a boy who failed olvls english.. blur.. den handsome victim type.. dunno wads that suppose to mean duh.. well in a nut shell someone with no good qualities.. haha.. hmm.. somehow i think i would flunk at this role.. lucky theres a film making course coming up.. maybe can pick something up and do in the acting.. haha.. hmm.. had pw todae.. i think made claire angry by telling her to write out the proposal on the spot again.. hee.. i didnt say sorri either.. felt bad duh.. hope she dun find me bossy duh.. going to forgo the interview wif miss yeo for the PSA challenge.. hmm.. rather nervous about the upcoming competition.. received sms frm mrs koh.. asking us to prepare for the competition well. .haha.. that msg onli made me more nervous.. is it going to tough.. grr.. aniwae im prepared la.. nothin to prepare aniwae.. todae morning i excercise!.. haha.. i woke up at 6 and couldnt slp.. so just went to the field beside my house and ran 2.4. haha.. den did some pull ups and sit ups.. was so tired after that duh.. guess my fitness lvl dropped again.. hmm.. slept alot todae..coz of the exercise maybe.. haha.. watched MTV todae again.. saw my chemical romance's helena music video.. its just so totally cool.. haha.. i like it when the dead body sprang up and dance.. the dance steps are so cool.. haha.. u have to see it to know wad im talking about... that song was cool toO!.. haha.. lazy to find the lyrics and paste here la.. so.. i put there song name up there le.. if u wanna listen ask me in msn ba!.. haha.. i will be more den glad to share this song wif u... hmm.. dun feel like ending this blog entry yet.. haha.. so going to tell u more.. hee.. listening now to obviously now.. by mcfly that this.. theres a line that says ' i neva will be good enuff for her ' .. and it somehow resembles my life now la.. haha.. coz 'she'll neva be mine'.. she dun have the slightest affection for me.. thats how i feel.. in the past.. she had neva set her eyes on me before.. nt even in aj too.. so kinda sad.. am i going to wait foreva..? hee.. no!.. coz im going for her now.. all this while i had been waiting and waiting.. its neva a way to woo a gal.. haha.. this is it.. whether she rejects or not.. at least i tried.. haha.. yep.. so readers out there (if there is) maybe can pray for me la.. hahahaha... time to end la.. i know ur eyes are tired reading about all the things in my life..

Now Listening To

: Take Your Sweet Time by jesse mccartney

study!

2005-06-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

as the title suggests.. u will noe i didnt study.. hmm.. ytd went to sch to study duh.. nt beri productive.. cant get much work done.. infact onli 2 or 3 questions done nia.. kasim is pro sia.. she did everything.. now is revision.. wahaha.. my revision is just to finish the given work duh.. ytd missed drama meeting.. haha.. woke up at 9.30.. when that thing was suppose to start at 9.. so decided nt to go.. didnt study when i go home ytd either.. chat wif my friends till late.. slept at 2+.. cant rmb.. woke up todae at 12.30.. time flies yea.. now im still stucked at chem.. got physics chinese and econs to study.. and my chinese is like.. grr.. 43/100 for the last test.. sian.. long time neva touch chinese le.. yet now im nt putting in time to get it right.. haha.. damn.. maybe when i finish chem and physics la.. my whole hols now gone le.. got the naga thingy.. audition is a inpromptu dance.. .. when i heard that i got lots of dots.. yea.. haha.. die le.. dun feel like going anymore.. i cant dance.. thats a fact.. LOL.. im nt going to disgrace myself like william hung too.. hmm.. lol.. really dun feel like going.. idiot.. maybe i'll play my favourite trick that day.. haha.. MIA!.. ahah.. go find out wad this means if u are interested.. wonder why i agreed to it in the first place.. and why mdm chitra wants us to join... we are drama club yea.. nt .. dance club.. grr.. haha.. heck la.. now going to do chem le.. i haven got much days left.. byebye!

bloggin!

2005-06-08T00:24:00.000+08:00

hmm.. my com crashed.. haha.. just reformat it again.. grr.. dunno how many thousand times i had did that.. dun dl msn plus.. haha. it crashes ur com wif stupid spywares.. haha.. okie.. now back to business.. haha.. had been slackin all along.. haha.. left my maths self test on my desk yet i took 2 days and still at question 7.. gosh.. at this rate.. i can forget about Alvls.. haha.. i cant put myself to study!!.. something must have gone wrong.. this is bad.. cant study.. aniwae.. i lost all my songs in the com!!.. wth.. have to find songs to fill my com wif again.. lol.. lost all my pics also.. surprisingly im nt angry.. haha.. mood has been gd this days.. haha.. no im nt in love.. haha.. maybe just siao le.. gone bonkers.. haha.. im drifting away from my best friend already.. sad la.. hmm.. rarely talk to him also.. if hes gone den i've got no more best friend le!!.. that cant happen.. argh.. haha.. at least we still meet up to play bball.. haha.. oh.. i neva put his name here.. haha.. sorry.. hes yanqin btw.. lol.. well.. we have.. 6 yrs of friendship?.. ha.. this is seventh year i think.. okie.. hope he reads this.. and realise i still treat him as best friend ;) no matter where we study.. haha.. hmm.. and yea.. im up for love again. i rmb one post which i discriminated against it.. haha.. got enlighten already.. its love that keeps the world moving.. and its nt childish.. lol.. so peepx out there.. do give others a chance if u can see they realli like u.. haha.. its all worthwhile yea.. yup.. for love.. haha.. i hope im given a chance too.. hee..

Now Listening To

: no songs.. :(

seminar! -.-

2005-06-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

pulled myself out of bed todae just to go to acjc for world bank seminar!.. and its god damn boring.. haha.. couldnt tahan so halfway during lunch all of us ' allen, edwin, claire, yisan, and me!' zao off le.. haha.. couldnt control ourselves to stay there for another 2 long hours.. haha..hope miss cheong wun get to noe this.. haha.. went orchard after that.. haha.. plan lan at cine.. grrh.. those peeps are so pro.. sian.. onli won once.. den went for pool.. haha.. also sian.. allen so pro.. haha.. my skills must polish up le.. haha.. since i joined drama most of my sports declined le.. hhaha.. so slack physically le.. haha.. after pool went to have dinner at KFC.. and lastly me and allen played lan for one last hour b4 we finally decided to go home.. haha.. of coz we won the last match.. haha.. i used viper. such a sian char.. at least i had quite alot of kills.. haha.. so tired now.. haha.. mostly mentally.. damn lan gaming.. haha.. realli addictive.. think i have to control and do some homework le.. haha.. summer test is comin soon!!!.. bye all..

Now listening To

: no songs

life's like this

2005-05-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. went to do all sorts of boliao things todae, e.g. doing quizes, browsing thru friendster's acc., reading blogs, watchin tv, slping.. anything else but not studying.. haven touched any books since morning started.. now its 7.18pm.. wonder if i would ever start any work todae.. mr chu said we must at least have 21h of studying time for a person taking 4As, guess i would neva fufill that criteria as one student.. i just cant seem to get myself into studying mood.. haha.. too many distractions i guess, biggest one in my room is my com.. grr.. think i'll have to ge it removed sometime.. but i wouldnt bear to leave it.. haha.. now chatting wif glennis.. deciding whether to go for vulcanus outing or not.. hmm.. is there such a thing as vulcanus spirit?.. haha.. used to believe there is.. now i think its gone.. im nt as enthu as b4.. haha.. if nt i would have jump onto it straight away.. rather that pondering whether to go or not.. haha.. was slping just now from 2- 6 i think.. coz i was watchin spongebob just now.. haha.. e baby was watchin, that woke me up duh.. mummie's bed was so comfortable.. haha.. and one more thing.. haha..i realised i cant face up to love.. when i chat wif selina ytd.. she just asked a simple question ' u still like the aj one ah?'.. haha.. and she left me speechless.. haha.. just replied ' dun wanna answer you' haha.. in fact i dun even noe how to ans.. hmm.. haven chat to her (not selina) for very long time too.. it works like that.. if i dun initiate, we'll neva chat.. guess im just nt the type of guy for her.. im in no place to talk about love.. it just seem to childish to me.. haha.. and they say love is a mature thing, but as days pass by i feel that love is getting more irrelevant, things onli teenagers will pursue.. im one duh.. but i discriminate it.. would ignore any gal who shows affection, just to avoid awkward situations.. ' it isnt a crime to want.. a little space to breathe' haha.. could catch the lyrics anymore.. now listening to take ur sweet time by jesse.. lol.. childish song.. showing how stupid a person can wait relentlessly just for love to arrive.. love = waiting .. and waiting. .haha.. the longer wait.. the sweeter u are.. just shows how plain stupid humans are.. haha.. or maybe how stupid i actually am.. tml have to go ACJC for dunno wad world bank seminar.. grr.. dun realli feel like going le.. dun even noe where ACJ is.. blah.. bye

Now Listening To

: take ur sweet time by jesse mccartney

life goes on.

2005-05-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

had drama performance ytd.. haha.. my debut performance in IJ.. hope its good.. hah. well.. from comment my friends and teachers gave.. i think i did really well.. haha.. i also had GP exam ytd.. i have no comments on how i did.. haha.. went to play lan ytd wif wh, yh and roy after the be yourself day performance by others.. haha.. had fun.. den went mac to have my lunch.. allen and gang joined us after that to play lan again.. haha.. went dian's house after that, we were late duh.. haha.. den didnt see mr khoo.. but mr lim was still there.. i got thrown into pool, yea.. dunno why everytime someone's party i will get thrown inside a pool.. haha.. neva changed since secondary sch.. lucky i brought my sch uni and got changed.. slept for the whole of todae.. haha.. woke up onli for 2h todae to eat my breakfast, den continued slpin until 5p.m. when i have my lunch.. watched mtv ' the wade robson show'.. totally awed by the dance move of the contestants... haha.. i like wade robson's dance move.. it went totally fluent and smooth and coodinated fully wif the music.. haha.. wished i could be like him.. hehe.. well, fact is i cant dance.. hmm.. aniwae shall stop here.. ha.. byebye

Now listening To

: Dont say u love me by M2M

wth..

2005-05-22T02:46:00.000+08:00

now is sunday.. 2.50am.. and i jux WOKE UP!.. damn it.. couldnt slp at all.. had a severe headache so i woke up from my dreamless slp.. at least now its not that painful already.. after i forced myself to go kitchen to eat some cake.. and did some push-ups and sit ups.. haha.. so i suppose im hungry?.. went to brush teeth again just now.. dun wanna wake up wif my mouth full of bugs.. LOL.. eww.. gross.. haha.. thats if i can slp now.. im afraid the headache may just come back again.. it sux.. mom woke up just to tell me to eat panadol, but i didnt want to.. dun ask me why.. i also dunno.. haha.. Now chatting with lester.. so surprise ppl are online at this time.. haha.. okie i shall talk about ytd den.. since i cant slp.. ytd morning was worst.. i woke up with a sore throat.. and a serious one.. it just felt so dry.. and i spit blood out in the toilet.. guess my throat was bleeding, hope its nt from my internal organs.. haha.. i dun want it to sound so serious.. but when i saw the blood i really tot i was dying.. haha.. i started thinkin about my friends and all that.. haha.. u can say im 'humji'.. haha.. yea.. i dun wanna die yet.. but anyhow.. i dun feel sick thus i conclude im nt ill... haha.. i can be a doctor sometime eh.. went to flag day with a sore throat duh.. and i planned nt to talk to much.. but i still did talk alot.. haha.. well flag day.. wad u expect.. u NID to ask for donations.. but den i turned devil, halfway thru flagday.. haha.. and went to play lan wif wh and xf.. for an hour onli la.. haha.. went KFC to have lunch.. and realised i had to eat real carefully.. haa.. i had problems swallowing it.. lol.. even the pepsi tasted funni in my mouth.. after flag day we went to play pool.. i think xf and wh are unhappy wif the arrangement, coz they didnt wanna go for pool.. well, i felt guilty nt planning the after flagday activity.. well.. failed to acheive my responsibility as a welfare rep.. i suddenly thought of richard.. haha.. i kept scolding him 'loser' in sch.. i think im the biggest loser.. i will nt do well in every single thing i do.. well it might be a curse for me.. haha.. argh.. i think im turning pessimistic.. haha.. where is the past happy-go-lucky me.. i think it had faded away wif the workload in JC.. haha.. ah.. thinkin of work.. i had not done it well recently.. im slacking and slacking.. getting from bad to worst.. need to do something quick.. okie.. i shant write animore.. its boring u guys i noe.. bear wif it.. will try to write interesting stuff for u all to see next time.. haha.. i hope there is.. now time is 3.14.. haha.. still couldnt and wouldnt dare to slp.

Now listening To

:boulevard of broken dreams by green day

my blog is dyingg!

2005-05-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

haha.. its like so cold over here.. no one is taggin and i doubt anione had come to visit my small lil blog.. hahaha.. nvm.. im bloggin now again.. haha.. todae had tests.. i think i got a gold for napfa.. hopefully.. haha.. nid to confirm.. hmm.. screwed up my maths test for that.. lol.. nt realli la.. is becoz i didnt get my concepts for summation right.. i deserved that.. haha.. did my econs test too.. wrote quite a fair bit.. dunno how it will be duh.. hmm.. and i think my classmates think i like a gal called jade in my sch.. haha.. but why am i so shy when they started all the stupid 'wooo' and offering of a seat beside her.. heh.. dun mistaken duh.. i dun like her.. at least for now.. it pays to praise a gal for her looks eh.. haha.. k im off!

Now Listening To

: Boulevard of broken dreams by green day

tml is sch again!.. sad or happy?

2005-05-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

haha.. nice title eh.. okie weekend over again.. nth much done this weekend, well at least somehow celebrated mommies day with my generous sis treating the whole family for lunch?.. and went shopping for groceries after that.. sounds 'fun' eh.. haha.. well.. life has to go on.. even if its mommies day.. lol.. tried some tys questions on maths and its realli difficult.. even if i had arrived at the ans, its somehow different frm the real one.. haha.. think nid to ask my friends tml le.. and next week.. er.. tml onwards is going to be all the tests.. argh.. GP, chn, maths, econs(i think).. and chn is a real big thing..coz i dunno anything at all. haha.. tried the assignments but fail to comprehend the questions and even the answers sometimes.. think im will flunk the comin test.. and my school!.. argh.. its at woodlands.. so far.. dun feel like going to sch every morning.. and dun feel like going home after school everyday.. haha.. well.. its my life.. no choice.. haha.. okie nothin to blog le.. happy mommies day to all!.. ( mums of coz )..

Now listening To:

: Untitled by Simple plan

updating!

2005-04-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

okie im updating on my post!.. had my 2nd xctry ytd.. haha.. dun rlly wanna talk about it.. but still must face it.. im somehow forced into compeitive running where 80 buggers race to get postitions.. haha.. guess how i fared?.. okie ur right.. 6th frm the back.. haha.. at least im nt last.. eased my worries somehow, coz i kept thinking i will get last when all the competititors looked like a trained runner.. haha.. hmm.. ytd went to eat dinner wif some of my classmates, frm 05s13 in j8.. haha.. i like to go there.. will see familiar faces everywhere.. den was suppose to go play pool after that.. but cancelled it.. coz its late and most of us are tired.. haha.. den todae, got chem practical in the morning, den chem tutorial lessons for a while, den went to have my brunch, wif some peeps frm 05s13, and david.. haha.. we split up to eat duh, coz they wanted yoshinoya, but i want something filling and nice to eat, so went to food junction wif weihong and roy.. was suppose to play pool todae again, but guess wad.. its cancelled, coz they insisted on going bukit timah.. i just HATE that place.. dunno why they insist on going there everytime.. its so inacessible, and journey frm there to my house will take hours.. i juz hate that.. and hate luxin saying '66 goes serangoon!'.. fuck it.. it doesnt goes my house.. sorri i lost control.. haha.. okie so wadeva.. im back home now.. bloggin here.. maybe i shldnt even go out at all.. i promised myself to do homework everyday.. but i kept breaking it.. im so sorry to myself..im sure i will set some target and finish those b4 i sleep todae.. maybe that will help.. hmm.. aniwae theres jus so many things i wanna sae.. i miss her, damn it shes nt there anymore, how i yearn for the past where i can have the chance to catch a glimpse of her when she goes past my classroom.. or try to scourge for her during breaks or after school.. wonder how long i can keep myself in reality w/o her.. im always going into screensaver mode in class thinking of her.. why has fate arranged all this shit in my life.. fuck i even tell myself im nt in love and will neva be sometimes.. grr.. i nid a cure.. some medicine.. wonder who else in the world is kind enuff to provide me wif that.. and jus how long will i have to bear sadness hiding behind my laughter. but peeps reading this dun worry too much la.. i will always go into a toilet, face the mirror, tell jiesheng im happy, and i will be!.. thats my character.. i think.. jai' ne

Now listening To

: Yeah by usher

blah!

2005-04-22T20:00:00.000+08:00

life is still going on for me! had 3 test todae.. physics econs and chem(SPA).. physics is assignment rather.. and i think i did really badly for econs test.. i mixed up the meaning of 'explain' wif 'discuss'.. and handled the whole question in a wrong way.. and mrs koh (shes my econs teacher btw)will be selecting students for the econs project thingy and i think im nt going to qualify.. i realli wish i can join the project!.. lets hope for a miracle.. haha.. have been slacking and slackin even more these days.. gosh.. wad happened to my muggin dream.. its fading away.. i must continue to mug on.. im betting on A lvls.. now i have piled up alot of homewrk and im determined to finish it this weekend.. and i have to come up wif a PW idea ASAP.. first draft due on wed..
i skipped drama this week.. haha.. feel so bad..for those who dont noe.. i joined drama in IJC.. haha.. cool eh.. recently i always intentionally join my class guys as i noticed ppl is starting to bad mouth me already.. saying im flirt and all that.. so think i betta stay clear of gals for a while.. think that will do me good... haha.. but my class guys dun mug.. hard to make them mug too.. so think worst come to worst.. i will study on my own.. be a loner.. i dun mind aniwae.. recently i realised a gd friend of a gal i used to noe is in my sch.. and shes nt happy wif the way i am.. so by chance.. if that gal ever come to my blog i hope u WILL read this " dont ever assume anything frm that one sided view u have, if u choose to be bias, so be it, im guilty - free and i have my own reasons for doing wad i had did. "..

Now listeing to

: dont say you love me by M2m

my life!

2005-04-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

okie.. have to update abit yea.. since now im free.. supposedly la.. supposed to be finishing up my endless tuturials.. they onli make me blurer la.. coz no tuturials yet to clarify the things i dun noe..and finding the teacher thru extension is a chore for me.. haha.. think mon will get betta wif the start of the new timetable.. at least there are tutorial sessions already.. okie.. hmm.. where shall i start.. frm the day after orientation?.. haha.. dunno la.. mostly forgot wad had happen le.. maybe shall start frm ytd?.. haha.. i still can rmb quite vividly la.. haha.. okie.. went to play pool dat day after sch wif ryan, brandon and 2 other bugger ( i dunno who ) , one which alisa said he was a sissy boy or sumthing?.. haha.. okie.. thats my first every clique outing wif my class members.. hahaha.. cool eh.. but both nt my class now le.. sad case.. tot they can be my buddy.. haha.. but think they still will la.. onli different class wad..haha.. doesnt matter.. i think.. okie.. den.. have fun playin pool.. den went home after that.. seriously i think i got short term memory.. haha.. i cant rmb most of e things that day.. okie.. i think to describe todae will be easier.. haha... todae i have lotsa lectures.. haha.. the worst of all is the 3 continuious( think i spelt wrongly ) lecture in the afternoon.. it was so damn boring and i couldnt absorb much frm it.. juz hope i can manage wif the tuturial ba.. haha.. anyway.. i think many many many ppl have misunderstood my relation wif claire.. so im gonna post it here, that she isnt my GF or neither would it be in the future.. reason i wouldnt say so here.. juz dun think too much.. todae after sch i went to watch movie in J8 wif my daughter.. haha.. but i have to sae it was fun going there.. becoz i met jasmine and pricislyn there!.. hahaha... VULCANUS ROX.. haha.. okie.. im going siao le.. but i dunno why i will suddenly wonder alone to the secret recipie there.. hahaha.. and MEET Them.. maybe fate la.. hahaha.. but sad... everytime i see Aj peeps will feel quite sad.. haha.. aniwae i am so happy that they still emb me.. my ex squash senior.. i dunno wad name la.. forget le.. she rmbed me!.. yea.. she also at J8.. hhahaha.. so touched.. haha.. and she shout HI JIESHENG.. hahaha.. okie wadeva.. juz touched they still rmb me la.. hahaha.. okie den watched samara todae.. kinda suxy la.. watch onli if u got extra money.. hahaha. nt a movie to worth sacrificing a lunch for.. hahaha.. okie.. hmm.. think i shall post till here.. at least u guys still noe i im alive.. hahaha..

Now Listening To

:Everytime by Michelle branch

jux bloggin!

2005-03-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

todae im alone at home.. haha.. but im nt even feeling lonely.. coz i found my new companion!.. haha.. its my.........( drumrolls ) TV!!.. hahaha.. watch MTV for almost whole day.. den sometimes swtich to axn to watch some movies.. saw onli spiderman and i still noe watch i did last summer.. h ahahaha.. damn cool sia... although spiderman i watched b4.. but last time i missed the 'i still noe wad u did last summer'.. hahahaha.. so i think its cool!.. the killer although is still as cruel.. and nasty.. but i like the plot!.. haha.. so many twist and the sound effect is juz COOL.. haha.. maybe is becoz my TV good la.. LOL.. aniwae erm.. okie thats all for e day.. too all.. im nt SAD..

Now Listening To

: beautiful soul by jesse mccartney

Innova..

2005-03-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

well.. i think orientation isnt as good as the one i had in jan.. maybe becoz i had the best already.. i felt.. no enthusiaum in my OG.. less life.. i miss AJ.. but i guess i would have that kinda of fun and siaoness even if i stayed in AJ in second intake.. i miss vulcanus.. really. but its nt that Ij isnt good.. their games are quite fun.. but maybe the ppl involved are boring.. thats why.. well i saw this song.. and it made me go into a nostalgic mood.. thinkin bak of all the days i had in Aj..

Goodbye To You

michelle branch

Of all the things I’ve believed in, I just want to get it over with, tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry, counting the days that pass me by.

I’ve been searchin’ deep down in my soul, words that I’m hearin’ are starting to get old, it feels like I’m starting all over again, the last three years were just pretend, and I say-

*goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

I still get lost in your eyes, and it seems that I can’t live a day without you, closing my eyes, and you chase my thoughts away, to a place where I am blinded by the light, but it’s not right.

*goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Hold on to...And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,

I want what’s yours and I want what’s mine, I want you, and I’m not giving in this time.

*goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to-Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything I thought I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Oh, oh woah, and when the stars fall I will lie awake, you’re my shooting star.

Now Listening To

: Goodbye To You by Michelle Branch

Day!

2005-03-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

well.. this is my official last day in AJC and i pon it.. haha.. well.. it was spent quite happily duh.. went to AJC to appeal.. well .. thats the last thing i can do.. but before that.. i LOST my phone.. haha. well.. nt rlly shocked le la.. its nt the first time aniwae.. but im nt expectin to have a phone for a period le.. my mum is determined to punished me until i learnt my lesson.. well.. that is.. no phone for me.. haha.. okie.. wadeva.. went to play pool wif the same clique from 3905.. den later went to play lan.. day was spent like that .. well.. thats it.. bye! still have to smoke my way to innova tml.. haha.. wonder where it is.. but i got my father!.. hahaha..

Now Listening To

: No Songs

Innova!

2005-03-22T09:19:00.000+08:00

wahahhaha.. didnt noe i chosed this JC .. but wadeva.. i may get into this JC for the rest of my JC life.. hahaha.. hmmm.. sounds cool eh.. Aj .. byebye.. im leaving!.. but thats after appeal i guess.. - sign off

Now Listening To

: siao.. so early..

New Layout!

2005-03-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. looks cool eh.. i jux changed it again.. coz the previous one sounded too angry.. tml i will be gettin my postin result.. omg.. its scary.. hahaha.. think i wun be gettin into AJ la.. and blah blah.. wadeva...okie ending here!

Now Listening To

: Over by Lindsay Lohan

yoyo!

2005-03-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

hahahaha!.. todae my mood is HappY!.. hahaha. truefully i feel much betta off today..hahaha.. a big stone put down todae.. hahaha.. dun ask me why.. i wun write it here.. haha.. my secret.. and i wanna write here smth about my dream gal.. hahaha.. i found out shes rather crude.. hahaha.. but nvm!.. that makes her cute!. hahaha.. i hope the day i will say my confession to her will come soon!.. haha.. i muz find the right atmosphere and time to do that.. hahaha.. Everyone!... good Nite todae and have a good sunday tml!.. monday is comin!.. haha..

Now Listening To

: Shut Up by Simple Plan

:)

2005-03-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

hmm.. todae was a rather pleasant day.. went basketball today to supposedly plan for the National 'A' Division Converse Basketball Championship 2005 but end up doing work for Mr Athur Lim.. kinda dun like his way of work... aniwae.. got CIP hours for that.. guess its nt wasted.. after that played basketball wif matthew and got my hand injured.. hahaha.. think got cut quite badly by his nails or watch.. im nt sure.. it doesnt hurts either.. guess i lost my senses.. onli noticed it when i saw a big patch of blood on my hand.. didnt play for too long too.. went pool after that wif a clique from 39.. had fun.. and managed to remain as cheerful as i always am, i dun wish anyone to feel sadness in my presence.. well..now im letting u all noe.. haha .. sounds quite hypocritical.. bah.. forget it.. den after pool went to PS wif jonathon.. haha.. rlly got nth to do.. so went LJS to eat.. had a really sucky meal.. everything jus dun taste right.. den i tried callin my daughter out.. and didnt rlly expect her to come, but she did.. hahaha.. frm bugis.. haha.. rlly quite paiseh to call her in the first place.. well she and michelle kept me company after jon left, i went home at 8.. my mom recalled me home.. haha.. went home after that.. my mom told me my neighbour's grandma died jux ytd.. i didnt notice.. now u noe how mean i am.. guessed she died peaceful.. dun rlly feel sad.. i think my mom did.. she talk to her jux the day before she died.. the grandma approached her.. my mom wondered if she knew she was dying and wanted to bid farewell.. will a person realise when he/she will die?.. i rather i will.. so i can bid farewell to all those i love.. i feel like crying now.. haha.. bah.. long time since i did.. so i think i'll nt.. so one day when i eva cry again.. it will mean alot to me.. i'll save it till that day.. i hope i didnt send a wrong msg to u guys.. to ALL i noe.. including ALL i love.. I mean ALL by changing my blog skin to 'Buzz Off'.. coz i rlly nid u guys in my life.. one more thing.. i suddenly have a premonition that i can't be posted back into AJ.. realised i can do nothin about it.. recalled wad wen hao asked this morning ' wad can u appeal thru?'.. im lost when he asked that.. forget it!.. haha.. thinked too much today.. maybe next time i shldn't confine myself to a small but close social circle, but a big and casual social circle.. it wouldnt hurt as much when u part.. ;)

Now Listening To

: No Songs

something's wrong

2005-03-17T17:17:00.001+08:00

jux felt that something is terribly wrong.. i suddenly felt like im living for nothin.. where are u?

Over

: Lindsay lohan

I watched the walls around me crumble

But its not like I won't build em up again

So heres your last chance for redemption

So take it while it lasts 'cause it will end

And my tears are turning into time

I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I cant live without you

Can't breathe without you

I'm dreamin' bout you honestly

Tell me that its over

cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living

It wont be right if were not in it together

Tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go

Don't want to be the last to know

I wont be the one to chase you

But at the same time your the heart that I call home

I'm always stuck with these emotions

And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole

My tears are turning into time

I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

My tears are turning into time

I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

honestly tell me

honestly tell me

dont tell me thats its over

dont tell me that its over

End

basketball!

2005-03-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

haha.. long since i played.. nt rlly la.. haha.. okie aniwae i love it.. haha.. todae i saw alan on my way to sengkang.. but he look rather gong while he said 'hi' to me.. haha.. i think its becoz i wore specs todae.. haha.. look to decent le.. hahahahaha... nvm.. aniwae i got back my contacts le!.. hahaha.. cool eh.. aniwae im going off le! bye!.

Now Listening To

: Over by Lindsay Lohan

boo!

2005-03-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

haha.. nothin to put as title.. todae was a rather dull day.. played war craft 3 alone at home.. manage to complete the campaign.. haha.. with cheats of coz.. aniwae i cut my hair.. hahaha.. quite cool eh.. i dunno la.. hahaha.. i took my contacts to service too.. 6 months since i wore contacts le.. haha.. so fast.. a day to remember.. jux now jeslyn called me to ask if i want a bbq this friday.. haha.. i hope i can make it la.. i had been stayin at home for ytd and todae le.. if i continue life like this, i think i will die.. haha.. thats what will happen when mum dun let u go out.. haha.. okie.. shall end here.. bye!

Now Listening To

: Love, me by Collin Raye

sentosa-jeslynhse-flykite-boo!

2005-03-14T22:56:00.001+08:00

haha.. as the title suggest.. i went to sentosa last saturday.. wif tim, nana, siying, and her friends.. well it was suppose to haf alot of ppl but it didn't turn out as i had expected.. haha.. more impt.. no CHIO bu.. haha.. okie.. but heck la.. we still played there.. aniwae the gals there said i look like jason of 5566.. why?.. haha.. i hate him.. haha.. and the name 'jason'.. aniwae the sentosa activities were quite fun la.. haha.. played wif ppl i dun even noe.. and i still dunno their names even after the whole thing.. well at least i rmbed their faces.. haha.. there was this grp of 'ah bengs' i noe.. and one look like jay!. .haha.. so cool eh.. aniwae they are quite good la.. haha.. and friendly.. well, the thing is they all quite 'beast'.. haha.. i guess its alright for a 'ah beng' la... okie u might be askin wad's 'beast'.. haha.. they taught me and tim the term.. lol.. beast means u like to take advantage of a gal.. haha.. and they told us about their 'experiences'.. hahaha.... okie cite examples time.. the 'jay' had sex before.. haha.. and his friend had oral sex b4.. well they define those activities as beastly activities.. haha.. okie.. but the most kuku thing is that they compared me and tim and said i was more beast.. haha.. onli they jay said i looked more innocent.. well.. i am INNOCENT wad.. haha.. and im nt 'beast'!.. haha.. okie.. so much for defending myself eh.. haha.. okie.. btw.. after that.. i went to sgn mrt to meet my new friends frm AJC.. haha.. 3905.. and before that i accompanied tim to wait for his bus.. haha.. but yingtong is so stupid la.. say i sent my boyfriend home.. why can't a guy accompany a guy to wait for a bus?.. haha.. okie la.. i agree its a bit awkward.. haha.. okie.. aniwae me, darren, eleanor, junhan, matthew, yingtong, jonathon and of coz jeslyn stay over at jeslyn's house.. we watch a couple of movies and also a soccer match.. haha.. barc vs bilbao.. haha.. barc win 2-0.. well its expected.. bak to the point.. haha.. we watched half of six sense, final destination and final destination 2( well i didn;t make it to watch this ).. haha.. dat means i fell aslp la.. haha.. okie.. but still quite sad la.. didnt get to watch exorcist..i rlly wonder if its nice or not.. haha.. okie.. aniwae when i woke up.. its ard 11+ le.. haha.. suppose to meet my dwelling ppl.. jas, pam and alethea to fly kite. but instead i went to play pool first.. haha.. played 3 games wif junhan won 2.. haha.. great victory eh.. haha.. den wanna play DOta.. but they drag and drag den reach 3+ le.. haha.. rushed to meet jas they all for kite flying.. its damn lame la.. haha.. i nid to comment on this kite flying event.. haha.. its Rlly STUPID.. haha.. why?.. coz they dun wanna till marina to fly the kite.. so instead went bishan park.. and there's no wind.. hahaha.. so didn't manage to fly the kite either.. den they decided to go home.. haha.. i didnt wanna go home that early.. so i went bak to meet jes they all.. but damn kuku la.. as soon as i reached amk, my hp went out of batt, den i combed amk central to look for them.. when i reach they are going off le... so stupid. .haha.. well.. i can do nothing but curse la.. haha.. but good also.. coz im rlly tired le.. haha.. den i went home to slp to end off that day.. okie.. finally reached todae.. well todae was boring la.. haha.. coz stayin at home can neva be fun.. i juz realise that when u are alone.. u will think of alot of things.. like... love.. haha.. okie.. i wanted to put that aside all along.. coz i know my turn will neva come.. as least i think i made a good job acting like i didnt care.. well u all might ask why?.. answer is becoz of my pride.. i couldn't put myself down for love.. well maybe i will.. mebbie that day will come.. tml?.. next week?.. next month? next yr?.. haha.. well i think too much.. guess its boring u guys.. haha.. aniwae i think i shall end this here... will be bloggin soon!.. jai' ne

Now Listening To

: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day

BORING!

2005-03-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. i tried to stay at home todae.. and its was awfully BORING.. haha.. i wanted to do my homework but i end up layin it up on the table and yet nothin had been done.. tml im going to play bball.. coz i can't live a boring life.. haha.. aniwae erm.. i think i missed out someone in my 'thank' list last post.. and that bugger is nt happy!.. hahaha. so here i am.. now announcing the one whom i missed out....... ( drumrolls ).. hahaha... TONG JUN ZHANG!.. hahaha.. he threatens nt to go for bball tml if i neva thank him.. LOL.. aniwae tonight im going to do homework... do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework....do homework.... hope i will remember.. hahaha.. okie..

Now listening To

: Freak Out by Avril lavigne

BLOG!

2005-03-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

haha.. ran out of titles to put.. aniwae i long time neva blog le.. so im here again!.. haha.. aniwae these days had been fun.. btw.. i got my real L1R5 out le.. quite saddening i got 15.. haha.. nt rlly expected.. now dunno can stay in AJ nt.. im so lost if im nt there.. haha.. aniwae thats all for the sad things.. haha.. the days after that was quite fun!.. haha.. aniwae have to thanks ppl who consoled me first.. haha.. erm.. let me think.. quite alot.. haha.. okie start frm my juniors there are Shuyin, linda, chia yen.. haha.. okie den to my class mates.. huining, adelene, celia ( although she got same score as me), jaime sorri if i missed out anione.. haha.. btw now AJ ppl.. haha.. erm.. theres weylon, my best friend honey star, weiling, alethea, jasmine ( thou shes sad), haha.. can't rlly recall animore.. haha.. aniwae have to thanks them!.. haha... okie after monday, the sad day.. the next day i think i went out wif my precious dwellin mates.. haha.. think we went sentosa.. or issit?.. haha.. dun rlly rmb.. hahah.. okie skip till todae.. hahaha.. todae i went to NY to crash.. haha.. so wu liao lor.. nthin to do there de.. haha.. okie shall nt talk about it.. haha..den i went to meet my dwelling ppl again.. haha.. this time they are at Bugis.. haha.. dunno what we do there also.. but i got lost even before reachin there.. hahaha.. and OH YA.. haha.. i got approached by this bugger.. okie la.. nt bugger.. haha.. erm.. the channel U the chuan yi feng.. think they doing their game show.. haha.. den ask me some questions.. haha.. rather irrelevent de.. haha.. aniwae after that she say ' zhang da le yi ding hen shuai ' ..hahaha... cool right... dat means im beri shuai...LOL.. aniwae dun haolian le.. haha.. aniwae the day was spend wif alethea, jasmine and priscilyn.. hahaha.. we went alot of places.. hahaha.. thats all for this blog.. haha.. bye!

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: On the way down by Ryan Cabrera

bloggin!

2005-02-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

second time i blogged after the start of my JC.. haha.. now feb le.. beri soon will be gettin o lvl result.. im kinda scared.. haha... aniwae juz to update u guys on my activities.. i joined a drama competition.. and had be trainin hard.. haha..i rlly hope i can win something for my house in AJ.. haha.. panther rox.. haha.. aniwae i would be actin a psycotic killer.. haha.. many say i CMI ( cannot make it ) due to my ever- nt serious face.. haha.. but i will prove them wrong next tuesday.. haha.. aniwae also to update on fun fair held in AJ yesterday.. my class's stall was beri beri sucessful.. haha.. mebbie becoz under my good leadership ( oops) haha..we finish sellin our coconut before 12.. and it is rlly successful as others did even make about 20 dollars worth of coupons and yet we got about $350++ worth of coupons already.. haha.. aniwae our stall name is COCONATHON haha.. and me together wif my classmate tai yong were the coconut hackers.. and we got ourselves full of coconut smell due to the spillin of coconut juice haha.. cool eh.. it was fun!.. aniwae.. my class stood rlly united selling coconuts.. haha.. i celebrated yiting and vincent's bdae too during that day.. wif my dwellin of coz.. haha.. we smashed cakes at each other.. although i become rlly smelly after getting smashed by the cake and i have a mixture of coconut + chocolate smell.. haha..i feel really happy that day.. that day was rlly cool.. okie shouldn't write more.. JC life is rlly bz.. haha.. cyaz

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:Only One by Yellowcard

hehee

2005-01-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

okie finally after soooooooo long i feel like bloggin again.. coz there are juz too many things i want to say.. and most probably i will miss out most in this bloggin session..as i might nt rmb wad i wanna say.. anyway.. life have been full of misunderstanding, surprises, hope, confidence shaping, hope dashed during the so many days that happened this month.. todae is already 28th.. and dun worry.. im nt gonna bore u by writing day by day for the whole of 26 days sinced i posted.. haa.. it is gonna be ALOT! anyway.. for those who dun noe.. i have the best orientation grp ( called dwelling there ) called vulcanus.. haha.. i juz love the members.. although some may nt be active in outings animore.. i will still love everyone of them.. active members now are daryl shifu alex vincent selina pricsilyn jasmine glennis alethea and sometimes yiting.. haha.. okie.. hope it wun get any lesser.. hahaha.. they bring mi the most fun in my AJC life till now.. haha.. aniwae they are nt the onli ones.. nt forgetin my PDG!.. haha.. 39/05! haha.. it may be the last class of the JC1s.. but i see we are beri beri bonded together too.. haha.. endless fun we would have together as long as there is Hon chan pram and of coz ME.. haha.. jeslyn and yingtong are great too.. but anyway.. to my old friends.. i have NEVA forgotten u guys.. u rawked.. and i hereby hope darren gets well.. it doesn't means i care as i onli visited u once.. we all hope u will get well.. okie i shall start describing my JC life.. haha.. lots of misunderstanding.. i had comments saying im secretive.. nt willing to be open.. haha.. that sounded to farnie to mi.. but nvm.. i gave wrong impression to my dwelling.. haha.. but anyway.. to my dwelling guys and gals.. i DUN like sheryl.. and wonder why they come up wif such stupid rumours.. haha.. and anyway.. i said i had hopeful days in Aj too becoz of siying's effort.. haha.. but i put to waste i guess.. i didn't achieve anything out of it.. of its kinda hopes - dashed.. haha.. and i would like to clarify 'things' that happened during 22/01/05.. haha.. i guess its ntthing impt to many ppl.. but i personally thinks its abit of PDA... which i dun like .. haha.. dun ask mi wad is PDA.. haha.. find it out urself.. and pls pls pls.. if u had seen it or rather read it.. juz erase frm ur memo.. its subjected to copyright.. haha.. so dun intend to use those phrases of own purposes.. alright.. i getting busy now.. so i think i shall stop here.. told ya i will forget wad i want to say.. haha.. so jai' ne..

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: No songs

Ahh!!

2005-01-02T20:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. feel so excited now.. sch going reopen le... think everyone also feel like that.. den i muz be different le.. hahaha. i feel cool to have sch reopened.. hahaha.. somehow my cold have subsided.. hope it wun return.. todae didn't go and play bball.. god let the whole day rain till now 7+ 8 den it stopped.. haha.. okie.. mebbie he/she wants be to have a good rest.. hehe.. mebbie coz knowing i will go and play even though im sick.. hahaha.. okie tml will be long day of coz.. hope i can make alot of friends ba..haha.. good nite everyone.. have a good rest.. for those in sec 1-3 last yr.. haha.. good luck in having ur homework all done ba.. hahaha.. although i dun have it.. hehehe

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: Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

Morning!

2005-01-02T13:23:00.000+08:00

hmm.. my dad woke up ard 6+.. haha.. den i pretended to slp.. but dunno why i slept.. haha.. but woke up wif a blocked nose.. cold night.. wonder if amanda caught it too.. if she do i will feel so guilty.. haha.. okie everyone take care.. sch is reopening..

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: no songs

Long nite!

2005-01-02T04:52:00.000+08:00

now is 4.53 am.. i haben slp.. still online here.. haha.. chatting to onli amanda... dunno why i dun wanna slp.. juz stayin up lor... haha.. everyone slpin le.. but dunno wad to write either.. hahaha.. juz wanna keep myself awake.. haha.. im having slight coughs too.. dunno tml.. i mean todae how to play bball.. hahaha.. nvm end here le. haha..

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: no songs

Sch Reopening!

2005-01-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

hmm.. sch reopening le.. haiz.. haha.. abit of mixed feelings here.. haha.. wanna noe the reasons?.. haha i shall analyse here for u all . haha..

Why i want sch To reopen

1. Becoz i had quite alot of fun this hols le.. time to study b4 i go rusty

2. Becoz i miss someone, everyone, somebody, everybody.. haha..

3. Becoz i want to see my new classmates and also sch mates

haha.. other reasons i will analyse other times.. haha.. now can't think le

Why i don't want sch to reopen

1. Becoz if its lessons i will have to sit there and gaze at the teacher like i did b4

2. Becoz I will be separated wif my old friends sooner or later

3. Becoz sch starts means i have to act guai again.. haha

4. Becoz sch starts means theres sch rules again..

okie enuf reasons le..

so when sch starts it will mean i will have alot of pros and cons to face wif.. well hope anderson junior will be a beri cool place to be in ba.. haha.. kay i will end here le.. haha.. posted 2 blogs within 2 hs.. pro right?

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: Baby its you by jojo

First day of the year!

2005-01-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

haha.. todae first day of 2005.. gonna blog of coz.. but todae's activity abit.. -_-".. haha.. .. btw i woke up at ard 1.. lol.. was planning to go watch movie wif gary and gang at 11.. but woke up so late.. heck la.. haha.. watch movie anytime also can.. haha.. but anyway i called them bak to ask if there are anymore activity and yes.. we go play bball.. haha.. abit kuku to play it on a new yr.. haha.. but nvm.. there are alot ppl at the court wor.. haha.. shows we are nt the onli siaos one.. aniwae we played bball quite late todae.. nearing evening.. at ard 4.. haha.. den i sprained my finger while stealing ball.. haha.. so stupid right.. den we continued playin bball till the rain comes.. haha.. zhao xi and his brother both are sway la.. juz arrived and started playin a while den rain came le.. haha.. too bad for them.. went gary's hse later as usual.. had our free dinner.. haha..den we started doing each other's 'tickle' quiz.. haha.. quite fun.. den dunno who's idea.. haha.. to try to reach 100% for siying's quiz.. haha.. den we tried on gary's acc. first.. haha.. but he got onli 95%.. so yanqin offered his acc. .. den of coz we got 100% after that.. hahaha.. actually sounds really wu liao now when im writing it down. .haha.. but we are wu liao at that time.. haha.. den went home ard 10.. haha.. okie betta put my blog down le.. b4 its 2nd day of 2005 le.. haha.. bye!

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: Like Toy Soldiers by Eminem

Back!

2004-12-31T11:55:00.000+08:00

its been days since i posted.. haha. so i decided to put one last one for this yr.. haha.. okie i shall tell u guys wad i did the past few days.. i had chalet frm 27-29.. its for 4e3 de.. quite memorable.. haha.. although i stayed at the chalet house for a long time.. hardly got out at all.. haha.. i think i onli came out during the bbq.. aniwae.. it is quite fun duh.. i think on the last night we payed murderer till veri veri late.. haha.. and till everyone is so tired that after playin all went to slp.. and btw i think i slpt the most at the chalet ba.. according to wad they said la.. haha.. aniwae thats all i can remember frm the chalet ba.. haha.. after the chalet i went to gary's house to play bball.. lol.. yea.. right after the chalet when mi, ant and woey thee are so tired.. but we had alot of fun there.. haha.. the onli sad thing is that woey thee lost his wallet.. think he has 3.. and the wallet wif the most money in there is lost.. dunno who stole it too.. but most prob is the road sweeper.. according to woey thee la.. coz im playing i dunno wad happened there.. but sad for him la.. well .. aniwae after the bball session.. we went home.. of coz.. haha.. den i fell asleep right away after i bathed.. coz i didn't noe it could be so tiring.. woke up next morning .. i mean afternoon.. haha.. at ard 3.. den i think i psed someone.. nt purposely de.. but i didn't reply or call bak either.. haha.. wad was worst is that yh called me ard 3.30 saying he didn't go too.. haha.. so im nt the onli one la..haha.. aniwae i went out wif my sis later.. she is destined to be 'kan' by me.. haha.. by callin mi out wif her.. well we are supposed to onli watch phatom of the opera.. haha.. but aniwae we went to jack's place to eat too.. haha.. i tried so hard to find the most ex. thing on the menu.. but in the end that steak i order isn't that nice aniwae.. haha.. but who cares.. nt my money.. haha.. den movie was treated by my sis too. haha.. callin mi out can be so ex. de right? haha.. i think she spent quite alot la.. although i didn't go and notice it.. haha.. well aniwae phatom of the opera is so cool.. haha.. u shld go and watch.. okie i will stop here le.. cyaz! happy new yr tml!

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: Welcome to my life by Simple plan

sentosa!

2004-12-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

todae went to sentosa coasta sands resort... with parents.. again.. find it so bored wif them.. haha.. dunno why.. generation gap ba.. den go there do nothin.. haha.. but anyhow.. i was later rewarded.. hahaha.. by seeing gary there.. haha.. so shock to find him there.. hes wif his family too.. haha.. but great.. finally found someone my age.. haha.. den i played pool wif him... treated by his father.. hahah.. okie den i actually wanted to play chess wif gary later.. but den my father wanted to go home.. of coz i choose to go home la.. haha.. there is so sian.. although there's gary.. haha.. but first time go sentosa for such a short time onli.. haha.. i think at most 3h onli.. haha.. aniwae i shall stop here den.. tml i think i will be goin to chalet le.. its 4e3 chalet.. haha.. so taaz..

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: Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney

Christmas!

2004-12-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

yea.. finally back to blog again.. haha.. these few days abit tired la.. den dun feel like bloggin or even go online.. haha.. but i did still go and play bball and go for outings.. haha.. but becoz i have to spend christmas with parents.. so here i am.. still at home.. haha.. okie i shall start wif the bball sessions i had.. haha.. there are quite a few.. i think once every 2 days.. haha.. we ( as in gary , cheelin, ant and me ) got addicted to bball le.. haha. so we played almost everyday.. richard will come and join occasionally duh.. stupid i lost to him in 1 on 1.. hah.. when i am leading in the first place.. haha.. too complacent le.. next time no mercy!.. haha.. okie but we played as a team 5 on 5 eariler and mebbie im tired.. coz my team is not that strong.. with 2 kids. haha.. but we manage to put up a good fight.. ( as in mi gary and ant ) haha.. later in the night we played 5 on 5 again.. this time wif the uncles there.. haha.. they are all strength based.. but we did challange them too.. haha.. although i didn't play most of the match.. coz i got a pulled muscle as soon as the match started.. hahaha.. so lost the chance to perform.. okie la.. shall stop here about bball.. on 22nd i went to a performance that rebekah was performing.. haha.. although she didn't perform much.. haha.. and the performance is erm.. boring.. haha.. should have spent my time there.. i went wif pk initially.. but that kuku ps-ed mi.. and went shoppin wif ziyan.. haha.. shouldn't have called him along in the first place.. but lucky there's junwei they all.. but we went home after we realised we had nth to do.. okie to christmas eve.. basically i have nothing to do.. haha..all done by my parents.. theres no christmas tree this yr.. haha.. so i dun like celebrating wif parents.. haha.. its boring.. late in the night i watched a movie on channel 5.. haha.. a touchin comedy.. lol.. think is called ' while u were slping ' .. haha.. cool show.. den i forgot to countdown to christmas becoz that show lasted into the morning.. haha.. acutally i would have remembered if nt for the inuyasha i wanna watch frm 11.30 - 12.. haha i kept switching channels till i forgot.. haha.. den didn't go online le..den i started msgin some friends merry christmas when it was past 12.. haha.. den slept at 3.. i think.. haha.. okie den todae is christmas.. im still waiting for santa to come!.. haha.. but just like joei said, hes on sick leave le.. lol.. every yr also liddat.. haha.. okie ba.. end here le bye!

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: Nothing Hurts Like Love by daniel bedingfield

erm..

2004-12-10T19:16:00.000+08:00

For those waiting for my updates sorri i didn't blog for many days.. haha.. too buzy! i would continue my busy days if nt for my throat.. lol.. i got a sore throat now (too much playin w/o drinking water), thats a warning to guys out there still having loads of fun!.. haha aniwae thats good.. at least i can get to rest le.. this stupid throat of mine caused mi to go bak from from a chalet i was attending.. haha.. stupid.. and i took train ytd at 9+ and felt so lonely.. but lucky theres rachel there chattin to mi on phone.. haha.. but batt went flat after that.. and aniwae thks to ophelia too.. haha.. i think she contributed to part of my cause of sore throat.. lol.. coz she chatted on phone wif mi for a couple of times on the phone for the past few days till wee hours.. haha.. okie i shldn't push the blame.. she told mi to drink water but i refused to.. haha.. aniwae to ophelia here ( Jiayou on getting yh! ) haha.. coz hes so CUTE right.. hehe.. aniwae the second chalet (first is E1 chalet), the E2 chalet is fun too.. haha.. this time is held at coasta sands.. after me, together wif yh reached there.. we onli started playin chess.. and the bbq started and we are kinda like waiting for food.. haha.. lazy right? .. thats us.. i won gary in chess for the second time.. haha.. (something to haolian).. but lost to cheelin with minutes.. haha.. nt disgraceful la.. coz hes realli beri pro.. haha.. aniwae later in that night we played murderer till wee hours.. haha.. ard 2+(if i rmb correctly), until all of our eyes are tired.. ( coz we nid to wink to kill ).. den we went for a night hike.. nt reali hiking la.. juz frm one end of pasir ris park to the other end.. and i used blades.. haha.. didn't noe im still so pro after so many months when i didnt touch blades.. me and yq didn't have much fun duh.. haha... coz we had to push jeslin in a trolly.. coz we lacked blades and bikes.. but we still pushed her for almost the whole journey.. to and fro.. haha.. and we got ourselves realli wet.. full of sweat.. but after that we all went for bathing.. haha.. and den slp.. i didn't noe wad happen.. but the nxt day.. i mean later that morning.. everyone else was awake.. haha.. i slp till 11+ onli.. guess they all dun nid much slp.. haha.. aniwae that day was abit boring.. i onli played the winning eleven .. haha..den i went home.. coz of my sore throat.. haha... hmm.. guess after all i've gone thru to make myself realli happy.. i still can't get the part of the happiness i lost.. or didn't even get in the first place.. my heart juz remained so empty.. haha.. i feel almost like my body is a empty shell.. dat can play or do wad so eva.. but juz couldn't be realli happy and satisfied.. guess this is part and parcel of life experience.. hope i can be cured soon!.. haha

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: Fly by hilary duff

Malacca!

2004-12-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

sorri wrote beri little for prom.. haha.. but realli nthin to write about.. u must be there to feel it.. aniwae i juz came bak from malacca.. rightfully was to play there.. but ended up shoppin onli.. u noe i hate that.. haha.. went to alot of places.. okie i shall tell u why we didnt get to play.. the place was taken up for a event there.. den we can't get in.. haha.. aniwae the trip to malacca was extremely long.. haha.. i think 3h trip on a car.. haha.. its terrible + horrible + dunno wad.. okie. . its betta on plane.. haha.. aniwae bought alot of stuffs.. haha.. ate alot of stuffs too.. went to a terrible restaurant.. where the food suxs.. but lucky we went to a place where its rather unique.. its like a steamboat kinda place.. but its nt realli steamboat too.. haha.. u have to see to believe it.. i dunnno how to explain.. hahaa.. i love the food there..okie.. thats all.. night market's fun.. shoppin centre like singapore... but mebbie there's much more fun i didn't discover.. yea.. onli been there for a day.. okie i will write until here le.. cyaz!

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: Superman by Five for Fighting

prom!

2004-12-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

last night was wonderful.. at least i didn't waste my time there.. i know i didn't.. everyone was like taking photos of each other for the last time.. haha.. prom king is sherwyn, queen is celestine, prince is junzhang and princess eileen.. haha.. okie stop here le.. dunno wad to blog.. haha.. bye!

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: My boo by Usher Feat Alicia Keys

Out!

2004-11-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

guess where i went to todae.. haha.. think its rather predictable.. yes! lan!.. haha.. at cine..nth to do la.. after doing prom shoppin.. i bought a rather cool shirt from ps.. cost mi quite a bit sia.. but nvm la.. since its prom.. and nt my money!.. hahaha.. todae i became babysitter sia.. had to take care of the baby - yikai- for almost 1-3, den cost mi 2 h of no freedom.. kaoz.. didn't now that baby would complain de.. haha.. i scold him abit nia.. den he reported to my mum!.. haha.. nvm la.. hes rather cute doing that.. hahaha.. but hes irritating todae la.. i no mood fight wif him.. as in real fighting(u noe he will lose).. but he kept challanging mi.. so i compromise and showed some of my skills to him.. but he beri ma fan sia.. kept going on although he lost.. haha.. thats why i scolded him.. haha.. see nt my fault right.. haha.. no one blamed mi too.. okie la.. todae nth to write.. end here!..

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: There She Goes by Sixpence None The Richer

Bore-d.. again

2004-11-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

finally its sunday~ haha.. have a beri long period of play time le.. now is the day to rest.. but i dun realli feel like resting too.. mebbie juz got addicted to playing.. therefore i got bored again.. haha.. yea prom nite's comin but i dun realli feel like going now.. coz i juz realised i onli got 3 beri gd friends attending.. so wad the hell i go for.. but heck la.. since i paid.. i will go.. but i haben even bought my prom suit.. haha.. comin to that i have a realli tough time deciding wad to wear.. coz as i went several shops in the past few days.. i saw many many shirts that juz caught my attention.. but can't possibly buy all.. okie mebbie i will have to decide sooner or later.. maybe tml ba.. haha.. hmm.. suddenly i felt like playing bball now.. haha.. dunno why.. although i played bball for the past 2 days from 6-8pm.. it could be the lack of excitment from the game as i kept playing wif the same grp of ppl.. haha.. and im proved strongest.. hehe.. mebbie next time i would try to challange outsiders to a 5 on 5 full court.. longed for the full court game.. lol.. and ya.. i think im going to find a job.. haha.. dun wanna waste my holidays sia.. but when i went to find job in the morning ytd.. i found that it was rather tough getting a job.. but however yh got a lobang in a east coast restaurant but all we do is to wait for that guy to call again.. but i doubt he would aniwae.. i juzed dl-ed the maple story too.. my com is too lousy.. keep getting lagged out.. den i couldn't get ani fun from it.. haha.. gary,yq,ant they all so pro liao.. but i still lvl 15.. haha.. think i have to buck up to keep up wif them.. and my neopets beri sian too.. everyday got ppl msg mi to beg for items.. expensive de somemore.. kaoz.. i rather not be powerful sia.. haha.. how i wish neopets can open a junk mail folder too.. my stocks are great now.. hehe.. they kept rising and i earned about 300k now.. haha.. juz hope it would keep rising.. okie back to real life.. i think im going malacca on the comin sat to play.. but i could'nt imagine wad fun could there have..but im left with no choice.. its my mom's decision.. i changed my blog's song again.. coz many complained they can't hear my 'predictable' haha mebbie becoz its in mp3 mode.. den u all can't hear.. but hope u all can hear this song ba.. its nothing hurts like love by daniel bedingfield.. yea.. love hurts.. but u can look at it in many ways.. it may be hurtful but ppl juz yearn for it.. becoz of the rewards the love MAY give.. it doesn't always happen duh.. yea.. to many sad cases.. k.. i will blog next time.. Bye!

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: Baby It's You by JoJo

Nothing Hurts Like Love

Broken hearts

Broken dreams

There just somethings that love brings

When you learn that its all been a lie

You cry

You find that

Nothing(chorus)

Nothing

Nothing hurts like love

Nothing brings your heart so much pain

And you'll never learn

Till you get burned your burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad

Nothing hurts so much

No nothing hurts like love

So you gave all you had

How the story turned so sad

Nothing left but the tears in your eyes

You die inside cuz

(chorus)

So dry your eyes

Its just your turn to learn

The time to find that nothing

Nothing

Nothing hurts like love

Nothing brings your heart so much pain

And you will never learn

Till you get burned

Till your burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad

Nothing hurts so much

No nothing hurts like love

bak Frm Chalet!

2004-11-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

hmm.. back from a 4 day- 3 night chalet.. its rather fun there.. but not quite to my expectation.. haha.. maybe my expectation too high ba.. but it kept me bz.. thats all.. haha.. lazy to write about everything i did in chalet.. so maybe give summary ba.. btw.. i bleached my hair and it looked rather cool to mi.. haha, but seriously i dun think my hair coloured changed alot.. except i look more like a eurasian now.. haha.. and oh ya.. remember that mediacorp 'conman' i spoke about last blog? haha.. todae i called yh and he said he is INDEED a conman.. haha.. and im not going to pick up ani of his calls again.. he sux man.. called mi almost every night when im in chalet.. irritatin freak.. hope he burns in hell and vanish in this world sia.. for conning mi.. haha.. okie lets not talk about him.. On wednesday.. i realise i didn't bring my sch u.. and haha.. we have to go bak to sch.. so i went back in my bball pants and sch p.e. T shirt.. and we didn't get caught at first.. coz mebbie we ran too fast ba.. haha.. when i reached the auditorium.. i rushed and almost sat beside joei.. but i swear i didn't see her in the first place..haha.. and to justina: i wasn't blushing.. i got sunburnt.. but den when the briefing is over.. we got caught by mr thanna.. so . conclusion : we got out of the sch again.. den we went to play lan.. haha.. wad else to do.. okie ba.. i think i will stop here.. after chalet im still tired and i came to blog here.. haha.. aniwae i changed the song already~ enjoY!!!

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: Pieces of me by Ashlee Simpson

Predictable

Something isn't right

I can feel it again feel it again

This isn't the first time

That you left me waiting

Sad excuses and false hopes high

I saw this coming still I don't know why

I let you in

I knew it all along

You're so predictable

I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)

So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all

So predictable (so predictable)

So take your empty words your broken promises

And all the time you stole cause I am done with this
I can give it away give it away

I'm doin everything I should'v

And now I'm makin a change I'm living the day

I'm giving back what you gave me

I don't need anything

I knew it all along

You're so predictable

I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)

So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all

So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go

Everyone I meet

Every time I try to fall in love

They all want to know why I'm so broken

Why am I so cold

Why I'm so hard inside

Why am I scared

What am I afraid ofI don't even know

This story's never had an end

I've been waiting
I've been searching

I've been hoping

I've been dreaming you would come back

But I know the ending of this story

You're never coming back

Never..never..never..never.....[echo].....

I knew it all along

You're so predictable

I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)

So you don't have to call

Or say anything at all

So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life (so predictable)

Everyone that I love

Everyone I care about

They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me (so predictable)

And I know what it is

I'm ending this right now.

Siao Le

2004-11-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

okie i shall say wad i did from friday till now.. hahaha.. i realli went siao.. after o lvl go pia rooftop.. den in the end kena caught by teacher.. haha, we denied all the way of coz.. if not there wun be sat and sun to tell u guys.. okie den i played soccer till about 7+.. den go home lor, get changed and went tim's house.. i reached there about 11 liao.. den started to play.. hehe.. think i played cards till 3am den played com till 6am, followed by ps till 10am.. followed by a treat by tim's mom to nasi lemak(thanKs! tim mom) haha.. den neva slp mood super bad.. keep quarrelling wif leonard.. who neva slp with me.. most sentences end wif ' diam diam la ' hahaha.. i love saying that now.. stupid leonard influence. den after den we went out.. and go play lan.. stupid.. played till 8pm sia.. dat day was SIAO.. haha.. btw i went home to slp after dat..till the next day 10, i decide to go out.. with yh to orchard to meet pk they all.. As usual, yh is late.. for half hour( normally is 1h ).. so im lucky la.. but still mad.. den we went orchard to walk lor.. walk from wisma to opposite cine.. de play 1h lan.. haha like kena con by it.. no games to play at all.. den we decide to meet pk they all, but can't contact le. 'fortunately', we met them at paragon.. but they are playin their same usual trick.. act gong den dao us.. So we heck la.. den we went to shop ourselves.. but den we walk all the way to far east.. den that stupid pk say they all cine.. we COMPROMISED de went there.. and it was like so far... by the time de reached there.. i called again they say they are at far east!.. den i was f**kin mad and scolded them 'ch** By*' and hanged off.. it was ben on the line and i felt guilty scoldin him.. but.. stupid pissed wif them... but lucky yh appeased my anger by accompanying mi to play lan again.. this time we are nt 'conned' haha.. we played and thrashed some challangers there.. haha.. it was fun! thanks to yh i think.. but aniwae.. i am STILL mad wif pk, ben, leonard and waimeng.. u can say im petty.. btw i think i write beri beri long le.. After i went home something surprising happened.. haha some 'so called' mediacorp scout man found mi and asked mi whether i want to act in a movie or make props for the movie.. with chen shu chen.. ghost movie somemore.. so stupid.. i think hes a conmen la.. and im going to decide to call mediacorp tml and ask if chen shu chen is working on a movie.. if not.. im callin police and play hero.. hahaha. and i decided to ask yh to call mediacorp.. and ya.. i also mad wif a person.. i msg and neva replied mi.. haha okie la.. nt mad.. is abit embarassing.. go to msn to chat le.. bye!

Now Listening To

: YEAH! by usher

2004-11-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

after so many years of stupid hard work i finally come to the last 2 days of exams.. haha.. actually if i am really strict at defining wad's 'studyin' den mebbie is one year of hard work la.. or okok.. mebbie 6months?.. haha aniwae still worked beri beri hard.. tml is my amaths paper 2 and i am quite confident about the paper.. mebie complacent.. haha.. so i should go and study later.. now is 8+.. aniwae after the amaths paper 2 it will be my chem on 19th nov.. haha.. i will remember this date foreva sia, the day where i will become siao.. okie den while waiting for the day maybe i should juz work hard for 2 more days.. bye! mebbie next blog will be 19th nov ba.. if i neva become siao.. haha!

Currently Listening To

: Jailhouse Rock? (haha by elvis [omg can't believe im listening to this ])

STudy!

2004-11-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

todae i went out wif gen, rokimas, amos and rachel to coffee bean to study.. nth much acutally.. except its beri beri cold.. haha.. studied history for tml.. okie i have an exam tml, think i would stop here.. bye!

Currently listening to

just lose it by eminem

Bore-d

2004-11-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

first time bloggin here.. trying beri hard to get things right.. haha.. felt i am so smart.. dun nid any help from anyone.. mebbie for now la. beri beri tired after meddling wif these stuffx.. haha.. dun noe why i started blogging also.. mebbie juz too bored at home ba.. and dunno why also.. i should be studying here.. haha.. wasted so much time.. but nvm la.. off to study le

currently listening to

: White houses by vanessa carlton